reality bites

after such an uplifting Sunday , Monday sucked well at least sales wise just two sales all day ,new changes on the behalf of management , overnight adjustments that are not going to put more cash in the till and that means also not in my pocket.An inflexibility in work schedule all mount up to the reality that being associated with B N Y was a wrong decision on my behalf . The potential for me to make money is actually there ,a wide variety of vendors sizes and style fits but the actuality is I have lost money since being there and yesterday was the big "I told you so ''. I must try to connect my business skills to another company with at least a higher hourly rate , then I will use my musician talents to generate more cash to add to my minimum cash flow so I can breath easier while I plan my fortune. The situation struck me so strongly that when I arrived home from work yesterday my energy was drained ,my intention to watch to watch the UK apprentice was taken by depressive sleep .This morning it took much longer for me to figure out the next move I must now once again prepare to go into an environment that I am not enthusiastic or satisfied with . This is the worst way to feel when going to work but I have no choice . For today I will think and strategize my way to more cash flow so that I can save and invest 10% of my money to enable my money to work for me.