END OF THE YEAR IS NEAR

December 31st 2.45am .Its almost the end of 2010 and once again I still haven't made it to Millionaire status,this past Year has been my best growth year yet ,a sowing year full of unexpected turns and twists, I have been reduced to tears many times suffered humiliation and
faced the pressure of impending eviction more than once it has not been easy to maintain my focus on building up my Real Estate business in an extremely chaotic Las Vegas Market but I have made it to the last day of the year tomorrow I will run my last run of 2010 it will be 15miles and although not Marathon distance it will be the furthest distance I have run this year.It will be my own personal Challenge.I have set up and planned my future with the help of Mentors and guidance from many successful people who have provided me with written material and audio tapes for my consumption I will have my best year to date in 2011 and with the blessing of the Creator I will see the path to my Destiny unfold.At the beginning of December I wrote down all the goals I wanted to accomplish for this Month the coming Year and the next 20 years, I created a plan for the future. Soon I will rest I look forward to my run tomorrow and will enter the result in this blog after I finish .I have not rested this December ,on the contrary I stepped up my goals and prepared myself, I am ready for 2011 as the end of the year is near.

WHEN THE STUDENT IS READY

Sunday 10am "when the student is ready the teacher will appear " this saying makes perfect sense to me at this moment ,I have been given a course of personal power tapes to study by my business partner G and I am ready to digest the information the author of the course is a very well known life coach called A R in my opinion he is the best. I have the patience ,desire and motivation to follow the instructions and suggestions on the tapes because I am ready to receive the information entirely, I now see teachers all around me every thing is starting to make sense to me .This morning while running on the local school track I studied a small group of students doing informal training tactical strategies I started to realise the connection between the game and Aikido the energy became clear to me ,as I ran I saw the receiver of the ball pursued by his opponents and I began to understand the core principles of the game of football. since the last time I blogged we lost another great star Tony C was an incredible personality who I had the pleasure to interact with in fact for a brief time he was my client when I worked for G A at the age of 83 he told me the secret to continued life was " you burn your own energy " I see a little bit what he meant now his passing at the age of 85 makes me want to live and learn as much as I can while I still continue to exist. With a house under contract for my business I look forward to closing the deal and reaping the rewards of this transaction. I feel composed confident and at peace will myself ,the 10% rule is working out well and I am having fun making the best of my days good or bad I am the student and I am ready.

THE LONG ROAD TO SHODAN ( BLACK BELT )

10.30 Saturday. After the hellish heat of summer in Nevada the temperature is finally bearable for running a mere 90 degrees.I return back to my run after nursing my sprained ankle back to health I now must start again my usual routine of running and Aikido " If you run you will be a superstar " the quote is imprinted in my memory Rob P the person responsible for starting me on this form of meditation.Today after finding the local school track full of young competitive future football champs I elected to go to the park which much to my dismay was full of young and competitive soft ball players ,no soft surface for my return and so the hard road back was my only option. My legs were heavy my breath and mind sluggish I felt awkward and clumsy ,this is my usual first run back labor pains. In the shadow of the recent death of my friend and the application of the 10% rule I have resolved to enjoy and embrace my life and all n it having 10% spending money has been wonderful,I have taken Lisa out to eat with out guilt and feel secure in the fact that I have saved an equal amount I must now buy food for the less fortunate and donate to the local church. My Shodan test is March next year and I must catch up on my practice I will run this years Marathon and must do some serious miles in preparation
I am preparing in essence for my biggest event ,My first Million I want to look and feel the best I have ever been when I receive the gift financial freedom the accomplishment of Shodan will be significant in my life and it is still a long Long to the beginning BLACK BELT.

LIFE DEATH AND THE 10% RULE

Monday 11.30a This is labour day although businesses are closed and others are preparing their B.B.Q I have been awake since 8.30a watching biographies of the capitalist Giants of our century I have worked out and now keeping up on my recent financial forecast .I now have multiply streams of income my Job my Business and two products to introduce to the market place I have set my budget system in place and am ready to apply the 10% rule .After my recent stress from almost being evicted twice I have adopted a resolve to always maintain my financial resolve I am feeling better about my life .this brings me to the sad news of a good friend of mine and Lisa's passing away just 3 days ago at the young age of 49 such a sad loss I still remember his favourite phase No I cant believe .Now it is I who can't believe ,all the money in the world cannot bring back my friend and so I have vowed to become so rich in the time I have left so I will not be limited to all the things and choices money can buy .At this time my realisation of the short and fragile idea life and death and our relation to the universe past and present has allowed me to feel driven and grateful for my time and all that remains for me .After Rob P and Giovanni leaving the earth it is apparent to me that in each day I must live in great spirit I must keep going and focused on the future when I leave the Earth i will leave some for all who come next to enjoy it may be a building a foundation a book a song a product or a guide for others to learn from or maybe all of the above I will implement the 10% rule this month meaning 10 % of all my income to save 10% to spent and 10% for charity I will expand this to 10% for gifting and 10% for education soon after ,I will update once weekly with my progress I will enjoy my life respect Death and organize with the 10% Rule.

RISE OF A FALLEN IDOL

Wed 1.49 am. Risen from the ashes of a financial disaster I have once again returned to posting my personal journey on the road to becoming a Millionaire.I am tired and also energized my job balanced with my business I don't have much time for my self I work full time to pay my bills and go to my office part time to build my wealth I am somewhat stabilized financially,Without the stress of losing home and established utilites I am now feeling a little lighter. A manager at the new job I am doing found out that I played bass for MV and told me that I was to good to work in the store considering my celebrity past and as I listened to him and the songs that I played to every night for 2years blasted by my co worker I realized my past present and future ,I have survived the hardest test of all how to deal with who I am am and who I want to be .Now is my greatest show of them all I am giving my best performance ever I will to return my life to its former glory you will now witness the rise of a fallen Idol.

STARTING OVER

Sunday 11pm .Today I watched the final of the world cup saw the British GP F1 race and prepared myself for starting over .Tomorrow I will start fresh 9am learning the jewelry business And earning money again bad timing has left me in a situation exactly like last month.I must Convince someone to lend me enough to take care of all my rent bills and living until my first pay check on the 30Th 3 weeks from now it will be challenging to say the least but I feel that I am starting over building back my finances budgeting working out my body and building my Real Estate business.I will pursue my dream with even more energy than before .I will become the 6 Million dollar man better stronger faster and more intelligent than ever before as the new week approaches I have new energy I am ready for starting over.

Light at the end of the Tunnel

1.35am Friday .July 1st bought good news."We want to make you an offer " said the voice on the other end of my cell phone it was 11am and I had just started my day suddenly my anguish was over I had been accepted I am now in the Jewelry business.Something new for me to learn and excel in ,after the last month I felt lifted today the weight melted from my shoulders as I swam in my pool dipping Rudy whenever he became curious and brave enough to enter the water I was going to give my answer on Saturday because I was waiting for another job to give me their result but after conferring with some good friends of mine I decided to accept and end all the anxiety, after taking Lisa to C a R show I realised my full potential ,returning the chance to start over to repair the debt and financial damage inflicted by not having any income.A fresh start ,everybody loves ice cream (money) I want my freezer full of Ice cream in every flavour and I never want to run out of it again, now I must capitalize on all my business advantages and get back to being super organized I will let the diamonds that will surround me shine the light at the end of the tunnel.

The Toughest Week Yet!!!

Sunday 12.00pm. The last three days have been dark for me,After the disappointment of not getting hired by a L store I feel into a deep depression a helpless place in my own mind I could not bring myself out into the light I sat and slept and kept myself in doors away from everything and everyone.What a terrible place to be ,no motivation ,no energy, no hope, no positive thoughts, no power to shift my mental state .Who ever says money is not important let me speak to their statement.To have money and no spiritual contact or center is bad because you will not be able to truly enjoy and maintain your inner contentment but in this state of non connection to spiritual priciples and attachment to material things you will be able to live in this world of capitalism we are used to to be spiritually connected and be broke can only work if you are in a place where you do not need money to receive all the naturally provided things needed for survival example a tropical island a mountain top a remote area away from modern society where living of the land organically growing food and planting in a natural environment cultivating all that has been provided by God for the enjoyment of man ,However Money has been set as the other great provider of all things created by mankind for mankind and if you don't have enough you are surely the unlucky one in a million no choice is left just humiliation .I now vow that if I make it trough these toughest of times I will never look at money lightly in the future I will never think that I have enough Money again I cannot and will not be in this position in life again .I must find a Job this week or I will be on the street next month on the 15Th day.I must get hired this week .Of course that means I must find the power and energy to pull my mind together or I am doomed to sit again for days with no motivation full of regrets and bitterness.I even know what to do but cannot pull myself together enough.I will try my best today to relax and be thankful and analytical about this next week I must plot my week get back into my life again, Lisa is more positive in these days than I .I must be strong for all of us or everything will fall apart .Monday must be a turning point for my mind set I have run a Marathon I have achieved awards in my career and touched the very top ,I hate being at the bottom this cruel lesson of circumstance must have a true reward for all this discomfort and bad feeling I will pray for the answer and I will move my mind to the Victor and not the victim as I come to the end of the toughest week yet.

Still Here ( By the skin of my teeth)

Monday June 21st 8.pm I am still here just barely ,saved by my aging Mother who closed an account in trhe eleventh hour before being kicked out of my home,thank God.Just one day to enjoy the fact and then back into terrible worry about everything Today is the first day of Summer and should be a joyous Birthday for my beloved Lisa but alas it is a dark day indeed. I woke up with a troubled mind and two dollars to my name and as I have done before did what was nessasary to fdulfill my obligations of being alive in my world I showered and shaved wentr to the meditation Chapel and asked for guidance and said a prayer for others not as fortunate as me .Then went to the church outreach to pick up some groceries donated by kind people who have charity in their haearts for others less fortunate than them namely me.I brought home the groceries chaged the money at a change machine $ 11.13 was the plentiful amount I went to the dollar store poicked out a pair of pink running shorts $3.00 a pair of flip flops with cute cherries on and a card $5.95 was the toptal a far far cry from D&G ,Prada or Gucci I wrapped gifts went upstaairs with Rudy placing the straps of the bag on his pawss as I held him up.Lisa awoke and was happy to see the gifts we hugged and kissed while rudy licked I had done the best with a little amunt I knew It was not enough I knew It would not last long enough to take away the deep sadness and depresion Lisa was feeling I sent a resume and went into the office>My partner was not feeling to energetic due to his own financial problems in his life .Soon I realised that we had done all we could do for this month .The cash client we had we lost due to some confusion and he will not return phone calls made to him after reviewing and analyzing we think when he discovered we were investors and not agents he decided to not work with us.We once again go back to the drawing board.On arriving home things had taken a bad turn for the worst Lisa was balling her eyes out to her friend about how much of a loser she was and that she needed to end this life she was living I tryed to stay calm and not let it escalate with any comments from Me I know when she gets that way there is nothing I can do till she calms down soon she will act out on what she says and that is my biggest fear and nightmare .Meanwhile I have a gas bill to pay on Wednesday and cell phone on Friday.My back pain has gone from lower back to right lower the stress is moving into a new part of my body.My only hope is to be hired soon and continue to give out my resumes while the senate sits in agonisingly slow debate I suffer terribly along with all other unemployed people in the USA I'm still here by the skin of my teeth.

How Much Longer?

Wed 16th 9.00am After a sleepless night I am finally starting to deal with my day you see I have in the last 2 months been through a roller coaster of emotions with highs and lows so extreme it makes me feel bi-polar.By the way thanks carol for your request to connect links with me but this blog is not for commercial gain through adds and articles it is journal my personal struggle to arrive at the place called financial freedom in order to inspire others that are in the same or similar circumstances as I am,I appreciate your contact and hope you will not be offended by my reply.After coming back from England I was able to set up an office for TCG it was tough to negotiate and with no set up money so to speak my partner and I created a think tank /war room my experience of business systems from all the years I spent in retail has paid of we are building a business and soon it will pay us ,everything was good for the first 2 weeks of this month.But last week as I looked at my unemployment award I realized something was wrong there was less money than usual I Called immediately and was able to get through amazingly. The representative informed me that that was indeed my last payment I was at first surprised but then realized it has been 6 months so I asked to be put on the extension benefits... Then It came like a 123 kick in the groin right hook to the jaw followed by a kick in the teeth ........NO MORE MONEY yes that's it finito no more extensions for any one until the Senate decides to vote on this particular bill there is no more money coming .I was devastated ,it was not easy to survive on my unemployment award but I was with careful negotiotion and of course a weekly small amount able to juggle my financial obligations while trying to create a business in Real EstatePanic set in for about I hour WHAT CAN I DO NOW !!! I went into the office that day told my Business partner my situation and immediately got on the phone to see if there were any jobs available ..yes you heard me jobs ,retail jobs any job just something to take away the impending disastrous ultimate panic attack days from now, I face once again an eviction I need $1200 by noon friday and then the lock out begins we will be on the street.Once again I must return to this dark place I had escaped from retail hell now back to the furnace.Actually because of being forced to take this obvious next step I have come to terms with it, why not earn enough to pay my basic bills while seeking financial freedom through the business I have created in fact I embrace the idea entirely it is just what I have to do to survive, it will take away the crippling back injury that always comes back even after knowing I would have a challenging week I have my back pinching and restricting my movement on top of all other things I must face this week ,I already broke down crying on my Knees in the Batcave ( garage)my conversation was with God I asked how much more must I be punished for my mistakes in life so far and so I received the inevitable back pain It comes every time I carry an extreme stress.Today I will pay the electric bill ,Car insurance and do more calls to see who can pay for my life while they pay for theirs what a ridiculous and humiliating life I live. I thought I would just end it all ,it would be so easy to grab an exacto knife and cut my veins and let this pain just slip away, how can I inspire others to become a Millionaire when I cannot keep anything together in all the time I have been writing this blog. I have stayed true to my belief that I will become a Millionaire but it is so hard to keep gong now,each day I fight success with failure and failure with success how much Longer ?must I face this dark days and ride the emotional roller coaster,I am not poor I am worse than poor stuck somewhere in between everything and nothing.There is no more choice left for me I must get a job I have already been to 3 interviews at a new store it looks good but No official word yet and I have dropped of many resumes waiting for interview next week and ready to seek out more, but today must keep calling for help as Friday approaches I become more desperate this may be the last entry for me I do not know any more until next time whenever that may be I will fight on keeping my faith and doing what has to be done.

Back To The Future ( The remake in 3d )

Monday May 17th , 9am. After a long flight I returned to Las Vegas delivered by a Virgin still high as a kite from flying over 5,000 miles at 37,000 feet.I made a triumphant spiritual journey back to the future my moms 80th birthday bash where I caught up with past and saw the present and future 4 generations of my family and freinds all brought together by my moms Birthday.As we Danced the night away full from my moms catered food.I realised the one thing I have been looking for and cannot find in America Structured permanence and continuation a 30 year plan come to fruition planning that works and home.The strange feel of learning a place where everything seems different ,from the size of the roads to the style of housing the method of moving around the city to the ethnic mix and night club scene the familiar land marks of my childhood to the visit in north of England where I hugged once again my teenage friend as I watched him perform in his band.On arriving back It became clear to me I don't have to live like a rat in America I can go home to England and I will.But first things first reality bites still behind with bills debt collectors calling constantly what has changed since my first entry blog ....Nothing I am still broke still struggling to keep all the utilities paid but still there is change new hope I goal and a glimmer of the good life in my future after one week of jet lagged sleep craziness where time and depression and laziness and reminiscing and getting used to wide roads and American TV I finally pulled my self out of this no commitment twilight zone with my first run short but sweet and aikido practice I have found the answer to my future I must think my life into place I will brainstorm and plan all my next months a cerebral structuring an art of war approach to the coming months to assure my financial future until I am back Home again in England I will not rest for it is my destiny set forth Back to the Future remade by yours truly
in 3d.

Easter Sunday 2010

Monday 2.45am.Easter has come and gone once aagin I hope everyone enjoyed it This one was eventful or rather non eventful depending on all things being relevent to ourselves and our individual beleives and unique circumstances.Christ has risen from the tomb and gone to join our heavenly father this event in its self makes all things human seem almost mundane in comparison. It has been almost one month since my last post and it seems as if it flew by in an instant if it wasnt for my calender and daily plan of action recorded I would feel as if nothing at all happened But looking back it has been a monumental and inspiring month.Last weekend three fellow students from Aikido class passed their Shodan ( black belt) test .After many years of practice and hard graft it all came down to that moment in time where everything they had absorbed was put to the test with Randori a three man attack from front and sides at full speed.I was one of the people attacking on each test ,I survived thank God and My ability to sense and feel the energy of my wouldbe victim with bodies flying and sweat dripping we where thrown in all directions until Sensei L and Sensei S called matte ( end ) congratulations my brothers you have won the right to be at the beginning Black belt is just the start,next is my turn it will take one more year of commitment and determination I cant wait but I will wait and enjoy this journey.This month I must create income from TCG it is not a business unless it is making money and this must now be my top priority with a rent deadline already gone I have just 2 weeks before serious consequences all my bills are getting payed but are way late and spread out to far in between after this I must rest before Aikido class then a full and productive day must be put in by me.I will make more entry's to blog I have been slacking off and that's not good enough.Before closing a massive shout out and prayer to Rob Pilatus 12 years gone on good Friday I cant believe how much I miss you still it was very hard for Lisa this last couple days I must continue strong for us both I will give us financial freedom soon It is discipline and constant forward motion while building a business.Until next time Easter Sunday 2011 one year from now how distant this day will be then and all my impending deadlines will be long gone and all met how strange life is how precious how fascinating how exciting.

The Bat Cave

Monday 10.30 am .After coming back from San Diego on a business related trip last Sunday my biggest problem was keeping myself focused and productive it feels like I did absolutely nothing apart from laying around watching TV and not creating business.Actually I did take a meeting with a client call contacts just made in San Diego and catch up on some volumes relating to Real Estate and reviewed the recording of the show the band I am managing I reorganized the Bat Cave my in house office and think tank. I guess I did accomplish something last week but it felt like nothing I must plan my days with to do lists or it will feel like I did nothing being my own boss means making myself accountable for my time it can be very easy to fall into non activity.This week I must plan and organize my time.I just got back from a run and already feel energized again ,my new office is cool " The Bat Cave "this will be my command center I am very lucky to be in this position in life and must not take it for granted. I will make every day count this week by doing my list of things planned.

New Month Intesified Goals

11.00pm Sunday,Last day of the month cant believe we are almost into March .With this new month approaching I have decided to Intensify my goals, last month was not a financially fruitful period, lots of setting up and reviewing, a busy time creating the structure of TCG but as the last week came around two meetings that we really needed to come through fell apart before my very eyes,as each one turned into the obvious no go situation the only way to salvage them was to analyze what went wrong and regroup. I need a supreme energy now and I will prey for Guidance and blessings for all my endeavors this new Month. The band that I am managing will perform for the first time this year and I will have to make sure that I can capitalize on this opportunity to invite all people and contacts to this show I am enjoying passing on my vast knowledge of the music business and its ups and downs. Good luck AN with your talent and my brains and experience there is a very good chance of being signed to a Major Label before the end of year.After discovering that I have a high blood pressure I changed my diet leaving out caffeine ,sugar ,and eating 70% macrobiotic food I have lowered on the last reading to 111 over 66 a very good number I was at 146 over 98 I hope that this will be a continued stability I must admit It did disturb my flow quite a bit, but after my first entry to this blog about my affliction I have had a turn for the better.After my bands show on Thursday I must leave immediately for San Diego for a software seminar so that I can learn how to really use the tool that TCG purchased after our last deal ,my business partner is also going to be there and it will give us some good focused and concentrated work bonding I am looking forward to this weekend but because of last Months financial non performance it will be a shoe string trip,However this does not phase me I have been down to the wire so many times as you know ,I feel almost comfortable trying to figure out the next day turning disaster into victory is what I do. This Month is also significant because it is an anniversary, 2 years ago I changed my entire life from blurred and crazy ,drunk and hazy into clear and focused clarity I discovered my true self and the cause of all my complaints about where my life was then I changed and so did everything around me Now I control manage myself properly I will make this month my most goal intensified this year I will be strict on my diet, my exercise my business planning and my organizing of my days tomorrow I will rise early and run before planning my bills and then will start to create the best financial results so far this year.

On Level Ground

3.20am Monday.New week approaching had a great weekend feeling relaxed and going to bed after this entry.I am now on level ground looking at the mountain top ,at the top of this mountain is One Million Dollars.the first stage of my Journey has been accomplished.Buried in debt is a very suffocating place the more you dig the more the debris falls into your face leaving you breathless and speechless the strength to carry on is drained every time you receive your money and have to give all of it away and then still owe ,If you have followed this blog there has been real time evidence of my struggle to clear my situation and find my way to financial freedom as this week starts I will be focused on closing another deal this time an investor package set up and presented last week .I am anxious and excited about the possible outcome of this new opportunity .The Investor is not convinced totally about the terms and I will have to rely on my skills as a salesman and my ability to identify the Investors personal trigger points ,it is a physiological game negotiated with confidence and trepidation where my urgency cannot be made apparent to the Investor every thing I have learned in the 5 years previous ,comes down to this negotiation,I will start of the week with a medium distance run followed by some study on sight reading for bass I have a lesson tomorrow and want to be as productive as possible in being able to move forward with the teacher after this study I will put on my business cap and start making the calls .Everything I dream about and wish for is just a phone call away .imagine that, an email or a phone call can change the entire course of ones life these precious moments of triumph can create the future one desires .Communication and the complex and infinite results from these verbal and written encounters must be studied and revised until there is no fear left in the actual act of asking for and securing the outcome necessary for a desired result. with my head above ground and gazing upward I am alive and ready for this new week It taken over one year to be on level ground

Anatomy of a deal

4.00am Monday.Heading into the second week of Feb momentom building for TCG and my new business affiliate H Leather gaining ground. My financial future is looking bright, I am now nursing a bruised finger due to a misplacment of my hand on a weapon while attending an Aikido seminar earlier today.Just had a long hot bath reveiwing the techniques learned at the seminar.My doctor told me that I had high blood pressure last week and I thought about the action I must and would take .After studing Macrobiotic diet and being Macrobitic for 6 years when I lived in Los Angeles I have dicided to approach High blood pressure in a holistic and not western Medine method. Today I went to look for books about the subject and have already started to injest herbs and food that help with regulating this condition .What good is all the money in the world if you are in danger of leaving the earth through an over stressed heart .Which leads me to the whole point of this blog I am sure that my last two and a half years of wonderful retail bliss contributed to the condition along with consuming massive amounts of strong coffee which by the way I have now resolved to only drinking occasionly in the decafeinated form. I must admit I was very concerned when my doctor advised me about my peril if this situation went unchecked. Being proactive about my condition has empowered me once again and propelled me to the positive I can do something about this subject I can do anything that I set my mind to do.When I started this blog I wanted all people reading to experience my entire process good and bad, what would my first deal be like ? was a question I asked in the very beginning of this blog .My first deal was truly exhilarating ,after some delays and many texts and closing calls to the client I finally met my business partner in a parking lot ,
as I jumped into his car it felt some what similar to my Rock N roll lifestyle days picking up an evenings social party favours and as we went through our calculations for reinvesting into our business and all expenses that needed to be covered I experienced a high very similar to what an addict might feel just before a fix the feeling was so powerful I had to tell my Partner "I feel high right now" He told me that this sense of excitement and anticipation was very similar to the high received in anticipation of any addictive substances.Very strange. But after we had exchanged our thanks and congratulations and hugged and told each other how much we appreciated each other and shook hands I drove home. I had $5000 in cash sitting on my lap feeling grateful purposeful and relieved .I had received the result of the seeds planted in my own business since the beginning of it Creation and It felt like I had $100,000 on my lap.
As we continue into this month I remain Blessed and grateful for this wonderful realization of my dreams the best part of all of this was showering all the money down on Lisa's head you should have seen the look of suprise on her face and then the feeling of hope and belief in me. I gave her $500 to spend as she pleases it has been an amazing week I have paid back some people taken care of some pay day loans and now have just a little cushion, my Rent was payed on the 1st and my manager congratulated me on my deal she has been very tolerant of my late rent paying and has spoken up for me when the property owners have asked about my tardiness , thank you Suzy for being supportive and understanding ,I could not have kept my apartment with out your help. Oh and I have next months rent put aside, what a relief ,so you see all things resolve when attention is payed to all things the hard part is being honest, humble, patient and forward thinking in the positive .I put together a food package for the local church were I pray and meditate when I first became unemployed they gave me a food package and I only used one of the three opportunities to get food from the food bank but I thought then, when I see better financial times I would donate to this wonderful and life saving concept .Tomorrow I will take the food to the Church the food goes to feed families less fortunate than ourselves, my faith in human compassion has been replenished by the very nature of my own misfortune, out of every situation comes a positive if received in that way .Lets see what this week brings If I get another day I will fill it with more lessons learning how to become a Millionaire ,one day at a time

3 Meetings 1 presentation & $10,000

8.18 am I have been awakke since 7.00am already sent 10 intro emails to propective clients for TCG looks like this month has produced an amazing phenomenon ,self generated cash flow for my company in excess of $10,000. todayI must prepare for a presentation of my leather product at a renowned architect firm, Then meet with clients to show them their choice of a few houses that they would like to move into they are happy with TCG and have set us up with refferals I am feeling on top of the world, my leap of faith has payed of.last week I saw another friend fall victim to the prescription pill death trap God bless her troubled and beautiful spirit.I will continue to think of how lucky I have been and how fragile life is.If you are like me you will understand that You can change many things about yourself and then everything around you changes .It takes courage and conviction, look around you and latch on to all that is recorded in books and other media ,many great and accomplished human beings are given you examples of how to live a wonderful and independent life full of abundance open your eyes,ears,and hearts fill your life with purpose and you will achieve that what you wish.Thank you Rob P you would be proud of me I love you so much ,and try everyday to honer our friendship and your memoryI didnt break to cycle and now I am free .

Happy Days are here again

Sunday Jan 17th 2010 A very relaxing and wonderful day it has been so far I returned home after a night out with Lisa at one of the Las Vegas hotspot nite clubs, went to sleep at about 5.00a and woke up took a cold shower and prepared myself for open mat at the dojo .After practice I returned home with some cold medicine for Lisa washed Rudy my dog and then took a long and relaxing bath .As I soaked my aching muscles I read from a book called the 4 hour work week a very interesting and liberating concept of enjoying your life while using leverage to create money for you and allowing a fulfilling lifestyle therefore placing ones self in the category of the New rich .Perfect reading for me because it compounds my awareness of not just acquiring wealth in finances but also being able to enjoy your time embarking upon you desires in other areas such as hobbies and sharing quality time with friends and love ones .Oh by the way I have not returned to the punishing and draining atmosphere of the Retail store world and will never work for someone else again.Since seeing in the New Year I have grown my business to the point of being perfectly poised for the coming months capitalizing on the Real property market and my abilities in the area of client relations and sales projection and consulting.I am so happy to be able to enjoy my life day to day in control of what I want to do as opposed to having to do what I am told to do by a boss.This Year I will achieve all I have set out to do and more.The bills are payed but I still have to do some negotiating to keep everything in line with essential services such as utilities, well that's no different from when I was working .I realised the other day how much of the changing days, weeks, months and seasons I missed such as the color change of the leaves and the snow on the tips of the mountains surrounding The Las Vegas area, the start of spring is beautiful now that my mind is not numb from work frustrations I never really saw what was around me driving home from work was filled with the days frustration and the next day came so soon that I hardly had time to realize that I was now returning once again from another frustrating day at work. This week will bring more revelations in to my life of blessings as I prepare for this coming week I can honestly say happy days are her again

Happy New Year 2010 by M Dollar

As is customary for this blog I, MDollar as the administrator and moderator of this blog will give my yearly review on the progress of my friend Y.Once again another 365 days has past placing another year into the History books 2010 is here and waiting to be embarked upon. Y has had a tremendous year 2009 and I have seen his faith come into place.He has let go of the anxiety caused by worrying about the outcome of events I can sense a different attitude towards events and situations,he has been released thankfully from the confines of a conventional job, this false sense of security created from doing the "right thing ". what Y did was admirable and respectable ,taking care of responsibilities that were his to do focusing himself by taking on a job managing a band and starting his own company was at times very exhausting for him . It caused a lot of tension between has girlfriend Lisa and himself but he was resilient and determined .keeping a global long range focus while maitaining the status quo almost cost him his relationship and was wearing very hard on his nerves ,not much sleep and constant tension created by never being able to see the financial rewards for all his valuable time and effort spent working for the non caring corporate muscle machine almost took him down.But as I observed him going about his daily routine of exercise, planning the future of his company, and managing a new store I was proud of his efforts to keep the people around him motivated and aware that they to could be financially free if they started to think the way the wealthy think .I beleive that because of going through the situations given to him good and bad he found a confidence in his abilty to control his own future and as the confidence grew he realized the connection with visualization about his future goals and how they are tied in with faith in the creator and the powerlessness nesssary to allow events to take place and emerge. He became aware through this blog that he had always made it through situations even if he did not know how it would turn out .My best wishes go out to my friend Y and I truly See him realizing his goal to become a Millionaire in this coming year I will continue to observe his progrees and note his achievements .For all of you who are still struggling, pay attention to the paragraphs in this blog there is a great example of victory in the face of all disappointments and upsets presented to Y. he is no different from us all but he is willing to become transparent so that we can see and be guided by his quest to become a Millionaire one day at a time. Good Luck and prosperity, good health and liberty to all, may 2010 be your best year yet . Mdollar