48 hours

I remember watching the movie 48 hours with Nick N and Eddie M, it was years ago ,my son was so young he is now 29 yrs old . Eddies character had 48hrs to complete his mission or go back to jail and Nick had to make sure it was done .Today I feel like the Eddie character, in 48 hrs if I don't come up with my rent I will be at the start of an eviction .Its Monday night 10.40pm today has not been the easiest the seriousness of my deadline is hanging over my head like a guillotine Lisa is in a complete state of depression and I am at my wits end.So this is what this journal is all about how can I save this situation from happening I'm on a train thats out of control and about to crash through the end of the station .This day has arrived and I have no real options available to me I cannot ask my friends to lend me the money I took my car title to a loan company the girl said that I would only qualify for $400 she seemed as shocked as I was, I had imagined $2000 would be what I could get with that amount I could pay the rent and have some money set aside for the repayment until my wage could catch up . Because of the timing of changing to the new job I only received One weeks wage I am at least $600 short for the rent and I need to eat and have gas money until next Friday.
I am remarkably calm and collected now but I feel lost I know that tomorrow I will have to rise early ,I have to find this money somehow.I'm thinking 2 loans one at money t and the other a title loan.The problem is I have not held my bank account with a good amount of cash in it for any real amount of time one of the requirements for securing a loan I hope this will workout for me .My faith and spirit are really being tested ,this is not going to be easy if I don't get these loans I'm in deep s...t .I know that getting anxious is not going to help but all this pressure is exhausting me , it's almost to much to deal with.What ever doesn't kill me only makes me stronger .All of my entrepreneurial projects are still there in various stages of progress but this deadline is the only thing I can think of tonight .I will pray for guidance and try to rest so that I can get ahead start on the day .Oh and by the way I have to take D Astone to to the hospital for a stomach operation and let him stay at my house after so that he can recuperate he is supposed to go to California to pursue his dream of acting on Wednesday 48hrs from now.