THE STUDENT RETURNS NOVEMBER 2012

Hello Readers,

Mdollar here , Its been a long time since Y has made any posts to this blog he disappeared as if into thin air
I had not heard from him for over one year, recently I received a communication from him in the form of an
email. it simply said " I shall return soon to posting my progress for my readers I wanted to go away and fiqure out the next level of becoming a Millionaire".

I am looking forward to Y returning with new and useful information for you all about his journey I am especially interested to know what he has learned and how he intends to move forward.

November 2012 The Student Returns.

Mdollar

TOUGH DECISIONS

Sunday 11.30pm March 6th,
Now begins the time of tough decisions I am at the end of my rope I have grown so tired of the stress of finding the money to keep my bills paid that I don't want to get up to face the day any more, it has been 7 months since I started selling Jewelry as a supplement to my Real estate business ,I have only commissioned once in all that time the end of this month I will receive that check .I don't know how I have been able to face the people I have asked to help me with money so that I can stay in my current home.The shame and humiliation is unbearable.
Thank God I have friends that have compassion for me and I have been able to negotiate more time for my bills but this is so stressful and hard to do continuously that am becoming worn down and inwardly depressed .I cry in frustration and anger, I don't laugh enough I drift in and out of anxiety and fear of losing the home I have maintained for Myself and Lisa and Rudy .It has been years now that I have not been able to pay my way properly I have spent almost 2 years with my business partner at TCG and we have faced the Las Vegas real estate market head on all this time, building and positioning ourselves to profit from the amazing opportunities available in a down housing market .But alas we have not yet been able to monetize our business so that it Will take care of all our bill commitments.
It seems so ironic hat a man such as myself having a full time job and a business should every 30 days face such terrible financial stress.
I have decided to give my company till the end of this year to become profitable or I must leave and go back to England and try to regroup .Without capital it is next to impossible to run and operate a business.Tomorrow my electricity will be cut off and then I face the ultimatum of eviction on the 15th I will need once again to put together over $900 before that date and I don't know how I will.
These next few days will be full of tough Decisions.

FACING THE GIANT

Sunday 16th Jan 2011 6.20pm
I am facing The Giant ,the huge specter of massive debt that has accumulated in the last decade
a direct result of mis-management lack of knowledge in finances and no direct plan to take down the debt.That was last Decade this one will start with my new approach to the Giant.I have taken responsive action I sorted all debt into 3 categories Institutional , Personal ,and Governmental. The grand total is less than $40,000 not bad for living in America I have figured out a good system that works for me to make repayments I will call all debtors and explain my situation to start with and see if they will work with me .Some of them will not except my explanation but I will do my best anyway to create an arrangement that is realistic for paying back the debt my goal is to completely pay all off by mid way through this Year at best but worst case the end of this Year I believe it is doable and am looking forward to being debt free.
First I will have to bring more income into my household I will start with finding a new job that pays better at the same time pushing to close more deals with my company TCG I am also studying for my Real Estate license and have opportunities with H Leather And P eyewear to build a territory in sales for commission ,I have the ability to change my financial future I can finally use the tools I acquired in the last decade to take on and Face the Giant.

HELLO NEW DECADE

3.30am Monday,Jan 3rd,2011 The start of a new decade is here I did not even realise but this Year is has started with 1.1.11 there will follow 11.1.11 then 1.11.11 and lastly 11.11.11 it happens once in 100 years.As I look back on the last decade i realise that it has been the preparation for all that is coming in the next.I ended the last day of 2010 with a 15 mile run the first 5 miles I dedicated to Rob P the next 5 miles to Giovanni B my friend who past away last year at the age of 49 and the last 5 miles I thought of how much I had achieved and what I was grateful for.It was a challenging run full of recollection and thought I planned how I would help my Son, who although responsible for every circumstance in his life is now facing his own life challenges .He now is a father of 6 Months and has to create a financial future that will support all that he is thinking about, his dreams and aspirations are still ahead of him, I will show him the way when I find it .On last third of the run I connected myself to the Creator I realised that my goals are like
the run each day I will set my goals and prepare for the meaning of what has been before the significance of its meaning in the present and how it will affect the future,I have prepared well the last 10 years and now it all makes sense to me.
From now on my days will reflect my past and in this coming decade l will apply all the lessons I have learned.The start of the work week is here and there is much to do,by the end of this Year I will have One Million Dollars or more in net worth I will spend the next 10 years being a rich man I cannot wait to say "Hello New Decade"

END OF THE YEAR IS NEAR

December 31st 2.45am .Its almost the end of 2010 and once again I still haven't made it to Millionaire status,this past Year has been my best growth year yet ,a sowing year full of unexpected turns and twists, I have been reduced to tears many times suffered humiliation and
faced the pressure of impending eviction more than once it has not been easy to maintain my focus on building up my Real Estate business in an extremely chaotic Las Vegas Market but I have made it to the last day of the year tomorrow I will run my last run of 2010 it will be 15miles and although not Marathon distance it will be the furthest distance I have run this year.It will be my own personal Challenge.I have set up and planned my future with the help of Mentors and guidance from many successful people who have provided me with written material and audio tapes for my consumption I will have my best year to date in 2011 and with the blessing of the Creator I will see the path to my Destiny unfold.At the beginning of December I wrote down all the goals I wanted to accomplish for this Month the coming Year and the next 20 years, I created a plan for the future. Soon I will rest I look forward to my run tomorrow and will enter the result in this blog after I finish .I have not rested this December ,on the contrary I stepped up my goals and prepared myself, I am ready for 2011 as the end of the year is near.

WHEN THE STUDENT IS READY

Sunday 10am "when the student is ready the teacher will appear " this saying makes perfect sense to me at this moment ,I have been given a course of personal power tapes to study by my business partner G and I am ready to digest the information the author of the course is a very well known life coach called A R in my opinion he is the best. I have the patience ,desire and motivation to follow the instructions and suggestions on the tapes because I am ready to receive the information entirely, I now see teachers all around me every thing is starting to make sense to me .This morning while running on the local school track I studied a small group of students doing informal training tactical strategies I started to realise the connection between the game and Aikido the energy became clear to me ,as I ran I saw the receiver of the ball pursued by his opponents and I began to understand the core principles of the game of football. since the last time I blogged we lost another great star Tony C was an incredible personality who I had the pleasure to interact with in fact for a brief time he was my client when I worked for G A at the age of 83 he told me the secret to continued life was " you burn your own energy " I see a little bit what he meant now his passing at the age of 85 makes me want to live and learn as much as I can while I still continue to exist. With a house under contract for my business I look forward to closing the deal and reaping the rewards of this transaction. I feel composed confident and at peace will myself ,the 10% rule is working out well and I am having fun making the best of my days good or bad I am the student and I am ready.

THE LONG ROAD TO SHODAN ( BLACK BELT )

10.30 Saturday. After the hellish heat of summer in Nevada the temperature is finally bearable for running a mere 90 degrees.I return back to my run after nursing my sprained ankle back to health I now must start again my usual routine of running and Aikido " If you run you will be a superstar " the quote is imprinted in my memory Rob P the person responsible for starting me on this form of meditation.Today after finding the local school track full of young competitive future football champs I elected to go to the park which much to my dismay was full of young and competitive soft ball players ,no soft surface for my return and so the hard road back was my only option. My legs were heavy my breath and mind sluggish I felt awkward and clumsy ,this is my usual first run back labor pains. In the shadow of the recent death of my friend and the application of the 10% rule I have resolved to enjoy and embrace my life and all n it having 10% spending money has been wonderful,I have taken Lisa out to eat with out guilt and feel secure in the fact that I have saved an equal amount I must now buy food for the less fortunate and donate to the local church. My Shodan test is March next year and I must catch up on my practice I will run this years Marathon and must do some serious miles in preparation
I am preparing in essence for my biggest event ,My first Million I want to look and feel the best I have ever been when I receive the gift financial freedom the accomplishment of Shodan will be significant in my life and it is still a long Long to the beginning BLACK BELT.