another manic monday

How terrible is depresion.The latter half of last week lost to no energy , but that is now history.Saturday started out well with a 5.8mile run and a decent sales day associated with BNY but alas it is too litle too late . I have decided to move my business elsewhere . I will give my final yes to TB PLc located at CP hotel . Higher hourly rate plus more traffic seems like a better deal I have learned much at the P location I will take that experience with me to TB plc, its an English company quite affordable but also edgy.I cannot wait to see what I can do in this new environment .Aah, a little bit of excitement is returning into my life I must get as close to the edge as possible without falling to my death this feeling is essential if YnL Enterprises is to survive and prosper .Oh and speaking of which I fired everyone after last weeks three day lack of focus. Of course there were reasons including a depressed friend bringing his negativity into my home ,very draining . And of course the realization that I had made the wrong choice with
BNY .Some good points were, a new job found and secured in one week , a regeneration of spirit, a six month milestone in self control, and a constant and relentless pursuit of knowledge . I managed to pickup the new issue of success magazine , it took me 3 days to look at it or listen to the Cd pack but when I finally did I learned about the motivation assasinator concept taught by Donna k. She said that emotional fallout from the day is one of the biggest demotivators of all ,such as a bad day at the job , arguments at home , and also negative individuals .If only I had popped the the cd in earlier I could have had 3 more more productive days I must watch out for and identify these causes of demotivation ,contain and defend against them in future.