dark days

First entry since Monday 4.25a Friday morning after getting some jagged hours of non sleep tonight I am finally able to make another journal entry. I still feel tired and need more sleep I have lost almost 3 days.Locked in a depressive mood and work atmosphere, there have been some high points but for the most part its been dark . I will rest more now tomorrow is my day off I have to regain my focus I did not expect to feel like this in these days I will try to wake up grateful and press on.