" SO close but still SO Far "

October 29Th 2009. So close but yet So far ......I can only make this statement as my goal date of being a Millionaire is now 2 days past..It is a bitter sweet moment for me because I have disappointment but grounded optimism strange mix ,sort of like finding the will to complete the Marathon after running non stop for 22 miles. That has happened to me before and thats what I feel like I hope that whoever is following this blog will keep watching my progress, ironically I must now apply all of my previous experiences to this point of the blog I will go back and read of my progress so that I can draw encouragement to finish my goal to become A Millionaire I year has past and completing the goal in that time span has now past forever....One thing I know is I will not give up I will still have a great story to tell my fellow human beings.I must resign my self to the facts.this last year has been a strange mix of triumph and tragedy of anxiety and hope, faith and perseverance If not for anything else It has made me more sure of my success than ever before I also now have found myself in the blessed position of starting a new partnership in Las Vegas called The C Group a Real property transaction engineering company, every thing is now set for my financial future " seek and you shall find " as the saying goes I will complete a real estate deal or two before years end or finish my stay in America ,it has been 2 long decades and I am giving myself the option of leaving with my knowledge and experiences ,starting fresh in the country where I was born. Because I have massive momentum created by staying focused and following my progress I now realise that doing at least One deal before end of year in Real Estate is completely realistic It would seem that next year will be when I become a Millionaire.
I feel excited and even calm I still am juggling the bill payments but have almost finished paying off Two institutions in spite of my poor wages over the last few months so little by little I make progress I must keep focused now on the Million dollar goal "SO close but still SO far."

On Cruise Control.....

Friday 1.45am ,Im on cruise control, the ball is rolling the future is set I will work at JV until Xmas 2009,the new year will be different for me. There are 15 days to go until my dead line to become Millionaire unless I win the lotterey tommorow I do not see my goal being completed on time,Of course by now you know my philosophy its not over till its over my strategy for amassing wealth is set but not yet complete so now I must make all efforts to do a real estate deal in the next 15 days. if all the planets align properly for me it will happen with action and commitment next week my new business poart5ner returns from Seattle.WE have srtet up a clear business model for our investors and will meet with them next week that will leave about 5days to completev a deal I will keep gong until the last day on cruise control.

22 Days to go....

2.25amTuesday morning, almost time for me to go to bed its been a long day starting with Aikido my first time back in a long while, lack of time and money has robbed me of the chance to test for shodan ( black belt ) this year and who knows how long I will stay in Las Vegas for I have made a deal with Lisa that if I have not made any money with my Real estate ventures by end of December this year We will pack up and leave for europe I am at the end of a long and wonderous journey of self discovery in the USA there is no need for us to live like rats in America when we can prosper in Europe of course making my Million will change the circumstances completely and I favor this result to the defeated return to Europe option. However at this time there must be a clear cut off point If it has not worked to this point start fresh in another land I take my knowledge and experience with me always, it cannot be taken from me so there fore oppurtunity will present itself at any stage in my future if I just keep my focus. Had a great meeting today with my business partner ggold we strategized about the real estate market and sketched out plans for the next $ weeks ahead.I am extremely lucky to have this individual in my life at this time with his help and mentorship and my relationship building skills we make a great team, I feel focused and optimistic with 22 days to go.

Like Minds

11.45 pm Sunday,Just got home from seeing our local performer friends Z B at the Monte Carlo hotel it was a pleasant evening out after a very restful Sunday,This morning I completed my first 5 mile run in almost 3 months The new red sponge track was absolutely delightful ,the 20 laps rolled effortlessly by on this crisp windy and sunny morning .As I ran ,thoughts of the previous day and its events were on my mind .You see yesterday I severed a long acquaintance with an individual who I had been sharing the experience of this journey with , Its funny but a comment made by this person ultimately revealed to me how this person thinks and somehow it meant the end of my association with him. I have read over and over the significance of who you surround your self with you are, and I realised that this person was just waiting to see if I did make a million so that I should gift to him 10 percent of it.I was shocked to think that this was his real intention that he when confronted with the motivation behind the statement tried to pretend it was a joke and said it was because he had been there for me ,which when I thought about this ,I recalled some instances in the past that he really did not come through for or be there for me, I told him that If he had a good idea I would invest in it to start him off but this seemed like it was an insult to him " who ever makes the Million first will give 10 percent to the other " he said I told him "that means you are waiting for me to give $100,000 because you believe you were " there for me " because" I said you definitely dont have a plan to make a Million dollars "how do you know" he chirped back "because in all these months you have not given me one step of any plan to create this Million dollars "why should I tell you he said " and that my friends was when I told him good luck with his goal that I loved him and please loose my number .
after all this time I finally came to realize that reaching a goal such as mine takes a real plan ,a real man ,no excuses a sense of urgency, encouragement and the will to make it. Now is not the time to expect a hand out, it is time to acquire through knowledge the true responsibility of all people that want financial freedom. I will now only be spending time with people that have like minds.

Feeling Optimistic

8.45 a Saturday morning ,Its a crisp sunny day outside the stifling heat Las Vegas summer is finally over 82 degrees is a lot more manageable than 105 ,I am now a Managing key holder at JV Hard R Hotel interesting place but still in transition not yet established I will have to pull out all the stops to be able to maximise sales in this younger and more rock n roll hotel .Must leave soon to open the store .Its a position of responsibility but I just wish that It was my store ,soon I will put to use all the things that I have learned in the retail environment for my own businesses.In the last 2 days I have had a positive reaction from an interested party about my Real estate investment firm YnL Investments ,My business partner will return from Seattle with an overview that I can present to would be investors and next week I will start the search for more investors time is short for my goal so I will intensify my efforts starting Monday will do my new entry as soon as possible lets see what today brings I have goaled myself at $10,000 dollars ,if I stay focused and I get the right clients It is do able.Today I am feeling very optimistic.

One month to go.......27 days to Millionaire.

8.00am Thursday October 1st,There are 27 days left in my quest to become a Millionaire in one year and I still keep pushing for that result but alas considering my financial life at this moment I see that it may be impossible for that to occur, however my process can not stop now I do have the answer to making a fortune in real estate and I do still have 27 days ,my great health my wonderful girlfriend, my adoring dog, my Mom still alive my new mentor and partner for real estate ,an interesting job position at the HRH las Vegas and the trust and faith that miracles do happen if we ask and let God align all things universally. with these things that I have it would seem on the second look a very good chance of making it to Millionaire in 27 days. Am I a dreamer " YES I AM " because dreams are visions of the future because without the vision nothing becomes reality, this past year I have learned to push through when it seems impossible to except the moment to connect the dots ,to believe and tell others, to become humble but determined to change all things for the better life that is mine for the taking, to ask for others to help me through in tough times, to continue to support a life style that requires working all kinds of hours, to organize and negotiate, to ponder the reason for my very existence. I am a teacher and a student a child inside an adult a creation of the all powerful and most high God I can face all adversity with Faith, Patience and trust, I am a Marathon runner and martial artist I can create music, I love to encourage others to be the bast they can be ,I am a father and a Son I have spent 51 years on this great Earth I have so much to be grateful for that the list would be to long to put into this tiny blog.Come with me now in this last leg of my quest I will post every day to show the last efforts to reach my goal even if the Internet goes down in my house I will do the next 27 days of posts, timing is everything I will be in the right place at the right time every day this month.I will work on the Real Estate investment opportunity every day until I reach my goal, my love to all that are reading this blog it has been almost one year and I have enjoyed every moment of writing it I will continue my quest with 27 days to go.