Day after Xmas

2.10am The day after Xmas ,What a wonderful Xmas it has been I really enjoyed my day. last year I had to work on Xmas day I remember how horrible it felt to be at the mercy of the job forced to work because of the needs of the business.Now that I am self employed I have allowed myself to take the next few days until New Year off ,my business partner was in agreement and we took a break. These last few weeks we have had tremendous progress in or work and we are now allowing ourselves to rest tie up loose ends and prepare for a fantastic year ahead. My dog Rudy is sleeping on the floor next to me Lisa is watching a movie down stairs and I am continuing my entry in this blog. Xmas morning started with me walking to mass at the local Catholic Church I went by myself, It was a beautiful crisp and sunny Day I felt at peace with myself and as I reflected on the words of the priest and sang in the service I realised that this day was special in so many ways, today I heard the word of God spoken through man and celebrated in spirit thru the powerful medium of collective prayer and I remembered my childhood and the excitement I had on Xmas eve before opening my presents, It was magical just like my life right now I am looking forward with as much excitement to see what gifts are waiting for me of course we know that when we ask Santa for something as a child our parents make note of it and buy it for us, well I am letting my wishes be known to the Universe and God as new year approaches there will be new challenges and new goals to meet I am ready to grow and cultivate my mind with clear and precise directions from my actions to bring abundance of wealth to my life all is good on this day after Xmas.

5 days till Xmas

Sunday 9.45a. Only the 3rd week of being my own boss and it seems like forever ,its amazing how time has slowed down I control the flow of my day I wake up in total gratitude I always expect a great outcome to my day and sure enough it ends well. Many situations have occured that I have not been happy about, but after the amount of time spent doing this blog I have become extremly flexable in my approach to life,I have learned to roll with the punches ,to survive by planning and negotiating to dig deep inside to find the courage to face my problems head on and always to focus into the future while staying in the present ,a fine balance of humility and confidence .As time passes I realize that maintaining a healthy body and spirit will allow the energy needed to face all coming dielemas and result in a certain awareness not normaly associated with troublesome times or events A sort of letting go while staying in control ,the ability to stay calm in the face of turmoil. The great thing about this state of mind is that place is all my thinking I can lose it at any moment and then regain it by applying everything I have learned about faith in the Creator and my journey in this world of self awareness .With 5 days left until Xmas I still have no unemployment benefits but I am not worried I have today and I love today, I will give love today and when tomorrow comes I will start all over again expecting great favour and abundencea friend of mine has become aware that he has cancer, this poor soul does not have belief that he has much more time on Earth ,luckily he has medicare and is receiving Western medical Care the mechanics of attacking rogue cancer cells with poisonous radiation has been shown to be a proven way to eliminate cancer from the body but has an equally devastating affect on the human body.I have encouraged him to visualise himself picking up a knish in Brooklyn and eating a fresh baked bagel with me in New York he lives in Las Vegas but longs to be back in New York .I believe he will be a victor of his cancer but he does not .These next few weeks will be difficult for me but I Will do all I can to make him see a positive outcome for has fight against this devastating illness My prayers are with you My Friend.Just when I thought I could not find the money My bills have been taken care of by my Business partner, out of the blue he offered to loan me some small amounts just enough to satisfy my immediate datelines this has been so helpful to me I have a great business partner for my business and am so blessed and lucky to have such an immensely knowledgeable mentor connected to me .This week our company TCG has made presentations, viewed property and created a clear path and future wealth plan for ourselves we will spent the next 3 days focusing on the business and them take a break before the holidays how wonderful life is for me now ,I am totally in the spirit of joy with 5 days till Xmas

Second week of freedom

Saturday morning 2.45am, This is my second week of freedom, I control my days according to the priorities that need addressing, my business The C Group has made more progress each day Still no funding but getting closer to defining the company as each day passes, Money is now almost exhausted just $20 left and no paycheck coming 2 commitments on Monday that I must make will give a check to hold until Friday following for car insurance and try to convince someone to lend me money to keep my communication going internet, phone and cable my blundle is so vital I communicate by email and phone line is important to keep alert for any News from England I have just been staying in the day and not letting impending datelines destroy any positive feelings that this day and this moment brings ,I have been running every day yesterday I did not but tomorrow I will do an xtra long run for the therapeutic value of a nice long steady run. I have started to enjoy running through the neighbour hood I check on houses that are for sale look at the progress of others that haven't been bought and now being rehabed .I pass Spanish Trails on my run and imagine waht it will feel like when I will drive through the gates in my new Bentley living with a huge cash flow and YNL Enterprises in full swing with all my associates ,partners ,employees and inspired by my struggle to Victory as their motivation for feeling good to be part of my world The more I live the more I will give, we are just here for a short time a few years a spec in the total time of the Universe so I will teach and learn and motivate and encourage and educate to motivate all who seek to create a better life for themselves and others.

My best week this year

Good morning ,this has been my best week this year it has now been exactly 7 days since I became unemployed and it has been just wonderful. My days have been controled by my own decisions and I have my life back I am so happy that I spoke out against the unfair paying system of the Vf corp. I just payed my December rent so I have a home for the next 30 days of course there is not much money left and still all the utilities to take care of but I have been allowing myself to stay greattful and positive, this has created a calm innner feeling a supreme overview of my life and all its past and present events.This week I have run everyday when I wake up, oh the luxury of planning my own business and not squeezing every thing in and around the business of some one else for the sake of thinking there is saety and security in giving so many hours of my valuable life to receive such a small compensation of dollars, dont get me wrong Jobs are nessasary business has to be conducted, people need to have jobs I respect the concept but I am now aware of my thinking and the differance between what I wish to acheive and the majority of the people that I have worked in retail with.The City Center opened this week and I was privileged to visit this incredible structure with my darling lisa. The privilege was standing in what was once a thought a concept a dream an unbelievable combination of engineering ,funding, building ,marketing networking and human sacrifice ,76 people died while making this mammoth property my best wishes and respect to them and their families.may their spirits rest easily while millions of visitors walk talk breath and realise there purchasing pleasures. Today will be my bill organising day and after my longest run for a long time I am now able to understand all the divisions of YNL enterprises I am the creator of this multi faceted Corporation and now is the time for understanding its existence I will provide opportunity and jobs for many people in the coming year and I will give to the unfortunate people by means of charitable donation when ever possible I don't have much in theory but I have so much more than so many others. In this Xmas time we must be aware that many people feel the opposite of joy they become dark and depressed they contemplate suicide. I will make a difference in this Holiday season I will donate toys and food to those less fortunate than me if Ican make one more person happy to receive a meal or a gift I shall have done the best for myself also, to give respect and care for others is the most important thing that we can do especially when others cannot see the way to the other side of the dark times, I am shining with the light of freedom from my own restraints yes this has been my best week this year.

King of my Domain ( The Great Escape )

Dec 1st Its official I am now unemployed. After being dealt the disrespect card by the evil VF Corp I became in sensed and got to all the people I needed to speak my mind to. Yes once again this unthinking and disconnected corp had decided that they would pay commissions 6 weeks later instead of 4 weeks. Without even considering the financial commitments of the life blood of stores they short changed all the individuals expecting and calculating there bill payments were left hanging for even longer for the sake of some Corporate saving or money manipulation for there benefit.Guess what, not I, this was the last straw I bitched and complained shouted and expressed my total disgust to all people necessary until all these people moved their slow and comfortable days into total recognition of this complete and utter disregard for the human work force that lives and breathes the JV brand. The next day all Seven stores received their checks
in an advance form minus 60% of total. So far I have yet to be thanked by any of the employees who now have there spending money as they had expected and not this coming Friday as the Corp had intended, However yours truly has been terminated because of such a subordinate act
" He is making us think about what we are doing get rid of him. " I feel sorry for all my fellow
retail monkeys they are afraid to leave the cage the door is open but they are so used to just staying in the confines of it that they never go through the door and explore and reap the benefits of the vast world full of rich fruits and lush vegetation waiting for their pleasure and enjoyment and so the stay stunned but obedient, back to work the fuss is over and all is now quiet in the retail penitentiary. Freedom is now so sweet I have escaped the boundaries of useless and repetitive work I feel a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.I can now work on my future with purpose and meaning I have learned much from these five years in retail , how to plan a business ,how to communicate with any one at a drop of a dime how important it is to follow up and deliver what is promised how to create opportunity from any starting conversation and most of all how I will treat my own partners and Employees I will pay them more than enough I will create an extra thank you bonus with money and events and outings gifts and plenty of thank you notes and hugs to show my appreciation of their time and to make sure that the feel ultimately a very important and valued individual. As I start this month I have no guarantees of where my month will end financially, and neither do any business owners they simply apply themselves into their business and reap the rewards of their efforts at the end. I have made the great escape I am now King of my domain.