Day after Xmas

2.10am The day after Xmas ,What a wonderful Xmas it has been I really enjoyed my day. last year I had to work on Xmas day I remember how horrible it felt to be at the mercy of the job forced to work because of the needs of the business.Now that I am self employed I have allowed myself to take the next few days until New Year off ,my business partner was in agreement and we took a break. These last few weeks we have had tremendous progress in or work and we are now allowing ourselves to rest tie up loose ends and prepare for a fantastic year ahead. My dog Rudy is sleeping on the floor next to me Lisa is watching a movie down stairs and I am continuing my entry in this blog. Xmas morning started with me walking to mass at the local Catholic Church I went by myself, It was a beautiful crisp and sunny Day I felt at peace with myself and as I reflected on the words of the priest and sang in the service I realised that this day was special in so many ways, today I heard the word of God spoken through man and celebrated in spirit thru the powerful medium of collective prayer and I remembered my childhood and the excitement I had on Xmas eve before opening my presents, It was magical just like my life right now I am looking forward with as much excitement to see what gifts are waiting for me of course we know that when we ask Santa for something as a child our parents make note of it and buy it for us, well I am letting my wishes be known to the Universe and God as new year approaches there will be new challenges and new goals to meet I am ready to grow and cultivate my mind with clear and precise directions from my actions to bring abundance of wealth to my life all is good on this day after Xmas.

5 days till Xmas

Sunday 9.45a. Only the 3rd week of being my own boss and it seems like forever ,its amazing how time has slowed down I control the flow of my day I wake up in total gratitude I always expect a great outcome to my day and sure enough it ends well. Many situations have occured that I have not been happy about, but after the amount of time spent doing this blog I have become extremly flexable in my approach to life,I have learned to roll with the punches ,to survive by planning and negotiating to dig deep inside to find the courage to face my problems head on and always to focus into the future while staying in the present ,a fine balance of humility and confidence .As time passes I realize that maintaining a healthy body and spirit will allow the energy needed to face all coming dielemas and result in a certain awareness not normaly associated with troublesome times or events A sort of letting go while staying in control ,the ability to stay calm in the face of turmoil. The great thing about this state of mind is that place is all my thinking I can lose it at any moment and then regain it by applying everything I have learned about faith in the Creator and my journey in this world of self awareness .With 5 days left until Xmas I still have no unemployment benefits but I am not worried I have today and I love today, I will give love today and when tomorrow comes I will start all over again expecting great favour and abundencea friend of mine has become aware that he has cancer, this poor soul does not have belief that he has much more time on Earth ,luckily he has medicare and is receiving Western medical Care the mechanics of attacking rogue cancer cells with poisonous radiation has been shown to be a proven way to eliminate cancer from the body but has an equally devastating affect on the human body.I have encouraged him to visualise himself picking up a knish in Brooklyn and eating a fresh baked bagel with me in New York he lives in Las Vegas but longs to be back in New York .I believe he will be a victor of his cancer but he does not .These next few weeks will be difficult for me but I Will do all I can to make him see a positive outcome for has fight against this devastating illness My prayers are with you My Friend.Just when I thought I could not find the money My bills have been taken care of by my Business partner, out of the blue he offered to loan me some small amounts just enough to satisfy my immediate datelines this has been so helpful to me I have a great business partner for my business and am so blessed and lucky to have such an immensely knowledgeable mentor connected to me .This week our company TCG has made presentations, viewed property and created a clear path and future wealth plan for ourselves we will spent the next 3 days focusing on the business and them take a break before the holidays how wonderful life is for me now ,I am totally in the spirit of joy with 5 days till Xmas

Second week of freedom

Saturday morning 2.45am, This is my second week of freedom, I control my days according to the priorities that need addressing, my business The C Group has made more progress each day Still no funding but getting closer to defining the company as each day passes, Money is now almost exhausted just $20 left and no paycheck coming 2 commitments on Monday that I must make will give a check to hold until Friday following for car insurance and try to convince someone to lend me money to keep my communication going internet, phone and cable my blundle is so vital I communicate by email and phone line is important to keep alert for any News from England I have just been staying in the day and not letting impending datelines destroy any positive feelings that this day and this moment brings ,I have been running every day yesterday I did not but tomorrow I will do an xtra long run for the therapeutic value of a nice long steady run. I have started to enjoy running through the neighbour hood I check on houses that are for sale look at the progress of others that haven't been bought and now being rehabed .I pass Spanish Trails on my run and imagine waht it will feel like when I will drive through the gates in my new Bentley living with a huge cash flow and YNL Enterprises in full swing with all my associates ,partners ,employees and inspired by my struggle to Victory as their motivation for feeling good to be part of my world The more I live the more I will give, we are just here for a short time a few years a spec in the total time of the Universe so I will teach and learn and motivate and encourage and educate to motivate all who seek to create a better life for themselves and others.

My best week this year

Good morning ,this has been my best week this year it has now been exactly 7 days since I became unemployed and it has been just wonderful. My days have been controled by my own decisions and I have my life back I am so happy that I spoke out against the unfair paying system of the Vf corp. I just payed my December rent so I have a home for the next 30 days of course there is not much money left and still all the utilities to take care of but I have been allowing myself to stay greattful and positive, this has created a calm innner feeling a supreme overview of my life and all its past and present events.This week I have run everyday when I wake up, oh the luxury of planning my own business and not squeezing every thing in and around the business of some one else for the sake of thinking there is saety and security in giving so many hours of my valuable life to receive such a small compensation of dollars, dont get me wrong Jobs are nessasary business has to be conducted, people need to have jobs I respect the concept but I am now aware of my thinking and the differance between what I wish to acheive and the majority of the people that I have worked in retail with.The City Center opened this week and I was privileged to visit this incredible structure with my darling lisa. The privilege was standing in what was once a thought a concept a dream an unbelievable combination of engineering ,funding, building ,marketing networking and human sacrifice ,76 people died while making this mammoth property my best wishes and respect to them and their families.may their spirits rest easily while millions of visitors walk talk breath and realise there purchasing pleasures. Today will be my bill organising day and after my longest run for a long time I am now able to understand all the divisions of YNL enterprises I am the creator of this multi faceted Corporation and now is the time for understanding its existence I will provide opportunity and jobs for many people in the coming year and I will give to the unfortunate people by means of charitable donation when ever possible I don't have much in theory but I have so much more than so many others. In this Xmas time we must be aware that many people feel the opposite of joy they become dark and depressed they contemplate suicide. I will make a difference in this Holiday season I will donate toys and food to those less fortunate than me if Ican make one more person happy to receive a meal or a gift I shall have done the best for myself also, to give respect and care for others is the most important thing that we can do especially when others cannot see the way to the other side of the dark times, I am shining with the light of freedom from my own restraints yes this has been my best week this year.

King of my Domain ( The Great Escape )

Dec 1st Its official I am now unemployed. After being dealt the disrespect card by the evil VF Corp I became in sensed and got to all the people I needed to speak my mind to. Yes once again this unthinking and disconnected corp had decided that they would pay commissions 6 weeks later instead of 4 weeks. Without even considering the financial commitments of the life blood of stores they short changed all the individuals expecting and calculating there bill payments were left hanging for even longer for the sake of some Corporate saving or money manipulation for there benefit.Guess what, not I, this was the last straw I bitched and complained shouted and expressed my total disgust to all people necessary until all these people moved their slow and comfortable days into total recognition of this complete and utter disregard for the human work force that lives and breathes the JV brand. The next day all Seven stores received their checks
in an advance form minus 60% of total. So far I have yet to be thanked by any of the employees who now have there spending money as they had expected and not this coming Friday as the Corp had intended, However yours truly has been terminated because of such a subordinate act
" He is making us think about what we are doing get rid of him. " I feel sorry for all my fellow
retail monkeys they are afraid to leave the cage the door is open but they are so used to just staying in the confines of it that they never go through the door and explore and reap the benefits of the vast world full of rich fruits and lush vegetation waiting for their pleasure and enjoyment and so the stay stunned but obedient, back to work the fuss is over and all is now quiet in the retail penitentiary. Freedom is now so sweet I have escaped the boundaries of useless and repetitive work I feel a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.I can now work on my future with purpose and meaning I have learned much from these five years in retail , how to plan a business ,how to communicate with any one at a drop of a dime how important it is to follow up and deliver what is promised how to create opportunity from any starting conversation and most of all how I will treat my own partners and Employees I will pay them more than enough I will create an extra thank you bonus with money and events and outings gifts and plenty of thank you notes and hugs to show my appreciation of their time and to make sure that the feel ultimately a very important and valued individual. As I start this month I have no guarantees of where my month will end financially, and neither do any business owners they simply apply themselves into their business and reap the rewards of their efforts at the end. I have made the great escape I am now King of my domain.

Back On Track

Nov 13th 9.10am Just returned from a nice 3 mile run at the local high school now preparing for my work day I will open the store we have a sale coming up and everyone is busy sending out emails to clients inticing them to come in to buy while stock lasts and so on and so forth. My mind is focused my spirit is at ease about my life this has been a tough year but now I can see a change in my attotude towards my goals and I really like how I feel.My searching to find the pefect wealth builder for me has payed of inthe kast 2 weeks my company The C group has make unbeleivable progress still no deal as yet but now I really see the future as Golden for my world I als o just suined a local band to my entertainment company I will managem them they are the next big band and I cant beleive that they are already out theer and no one has signed them I guess it was meant to be for me and so I now have this peace in my life almost without worry the rocket has launced but is not quiet in orbit srtill must break through the danger of leaving arths atmosphere not long now my whole life will be in proper orbit and instead of pushing wth anxiety I will stare out of the window and marvel at all I see while I am carried to the perfect tragecerty for

Lift Off !!!!

Monday 9th November 1.30am, Lift Off My business has launched.Last weekend as the 1st day of November started my business partner and I met with our first wholesalers in Las Vegas Real Estate market ,two young but green gents ready to get their hands dirty and do their first real deal. It was to be the start of an unbelievable week of movement into a new world of prospects for making incredible amounts of money in the coming year. My calm but determined approach to my new vehicle for wealth moved our company into a position of really accomplishing the goals I set out when I joined forces with my new business partner. A savvy investor his 30 years in this industry giving weight and power to The C Group ,by end of week thanks to my past relationship with a friend of a friend I was recommended to meet with some one .That someone turned out to be the ultimate affiliate .we met for a discussion and after one hour my company became connected to Millions of dollars made available through Chinese investors which we can now use as proof of funds for The C Group. In one meeting we are now able to lift off into the unknown to boldly go beyond were we have been before.This week is going to bring more wonderful meetings and opportunities Our goal is to raise $65,ooo of funding to do our first deal as a new company I feel calm and excited and somehow relaxed and serene my spirit is strong I will start of in the morning with Aikido class then continue on with meetings and appointments I am looking forward to recording what comes next.

" SO close but still SO Far "

October 29Th 2009. So close but yet So far ......I can only make this statement as my goal date of being a Millionaire is now 2 days past..It is a bitter sweet moment for me because I have disappointment but grounded optimism strange mix ,sort of like finding the will to complete the Marathon after running non stop for 22 miles. That has happened to me before and thats what I feel like I hope that whoever is following this blog will keep watching my progress, ironically I must now apply all of my previous experiences to this point of the blog I will go back and read of my progress so that I can draw encouragement to finish my goal to become A Millionaire I year has past and completing the goal in that time span has now past forever....One thing I know is I will not give up I will still have a great story to tell my fellow human beings.I must resign my self to the facts.this last year has been a strange mix of triumph and tragedy of anxiety and hope, faith and perseverance If not for anything else It has made me more sure of my success than ever before I also now have found myself in the blessed position of starting a new partnership in Las Vegas called The C Group a Real property transaction engineering company, every thing is now set for my financial future " seek and you shall find " as the saying goes I will complete a real estate deal or two before years end or finish my stay in America ,it has been 2 long decades and I am giving myself the option of leaving with my knowledge and experiences ,starting fresh in the country where I was born. Because I have massive momentum created by staying focused and following my progress I now realise that doing at least One deal before end of year in Real Estate is completely realistic It would seem that next year will be when I become a Millionaire.
I feel excited and even calm I still am juggling the bill payments but have almost finished paying off Two institutions in spite of my poor wages over the last few months so little by little I make progress I must keep focused now on the Million dollar goal "SO close but still SO far."

On Cruise Control.....

Friday 1.45am ,Im on cruise control, the ball is rolling the future is set I will work at JV until Xmas 2009,the new year will be different for me. There are 15 days to go until my dead line to become Millionaire unless I win the lotterey tommorow I do not see my goal being completed on time,Of course by now you know my philosophy its not over till its over my strategy for amassing wealth is set but not yet complete so now I must make all efforts to do a real estate deal in the next 15 days. if all the planets align properly for me it will happen with action and commitment next week my new business poart5ner returns from Seattle.WE have srtet up a clear business model for our investors and will meet with them next week that will leave about 5days to completev a deal I will keep gong until the last day on cruise control.

22 Days to go....

2.25amTuesday morning, almost time for me to go to bed its been a long day starting with Aikido my first time back in a long while, lack of time and money has robbed me of the chance to test for shodan ( black belt ) this year and who knows how long I will stay in Las Vegas for I have made a deal with Lisa that if I have not made any money with my Real estate ventures by end of December this year We will pack up and leave for europe I am at the end of a long and wonderous journey of self discovery in the USA there is no need for us to live like rats in America when we can prosper in Europe of course making my Million will change the circumstances completely and I favor this result to the defeated return to Europe option. However at this time there must be a clear cut off point If it has not worked to this point start fresh in another land I take my knowledge and experience with me always, it cannot be taken from me so there fore oppurtunity will present itself at any stage in my future if I just keep my focus. Had a great meeting today with my business partner ggold we strategized about the real estate market and sketched out plans for the next $ weeks ahead.I am extremely lucky to have this individual in my life at this time with his help and mentorship and my relationship building skills we make a great team, I feel focused and optimistic with 22 days to go.

Like Minds

11.45 pm Sunday,Just got home from seeing our local performer friends Z B at the Monte Carlo hotel it was a pleasant evening out after a very restful Sunday,This morning I completed my first 5 mile run in almost 3 months The new red sponge track was absolutely delightful ,the 20 laps rolled effortlessly by on this crisp windy and sunny morning .As I ran ,thoughts of the previous day and its events were on my mind .You see yesterday I severed a long acquaintance with an individual who I had been sharing the experience of this journey with , Its funny but a comment made by this person ultimately revealed to me how this person thinks and somehow it meant the end of my association with him. I have read over and over the significance of who you surround your self with you are, and I realised that this person was just waiting to see if I did make a million so that I should gift to him 10 percent of it.I was shocked to think that this was his real intention that he when confronted with the motivation behind the statement tried to pretend it was a joke and said it was because he had been there for me ,which when I thought about this ,I recalled some instances in the past that he really did not come through for or be there for me, I told him that If he had a good idea I would invest in it to start him off but this seemed like it was an insult to him " who ever makes the Million first will give 10 percent to the other " he said I told him "that means you are waiting for me to give $100,000 because you believe you were " there for me " because" I said you definitely dont have a plan to make a Million dollars "how do you know" he chirped back "because in all these months you have not given me one step of any plan to create this Million dollars "why should I tell you he said " and that my friends was when I told him good luck with his goal that I loved him and please loose my number .
after all this time I finally came to realize that reaching a goal such as mine takes a real plan ,a real man ,no excuses a sense of urgency, encouragement and the will to make it. Now is not the time to expect a hand out, it is time to acquire through knowledge the true responsibility of all people that want financial freedom. I will now only be spending time with people that have like minds.

Feeling Optimistic

8.45 a Saturday morning ,Its a crisp sunny day outside the stifling heat Las Vegas summer is finally over 82 degrees is a lot more manageable than 105 ,I am now a Managing key holder at JV Hard R Hotel interesting place but still in transition not yet established I will have to pull out all the stops to be able to maximise sales in this younger and more rock n roll hotel .Must leave soon to open the store .Its a position of responsibility but I just wish that It was my store ,soon I will put to use all the things that I have learned in the retail environment for my own businesses.In the last 2 days I have had a positive reaction from an interested party about my Real estate investment firm YnL Investments ,My business partner will return from Seattle with an overview that I can present to would be investors and next week I will start the search for more investors time is short for my goal so I will intensify my efforts starting Monday will do my new entry as soon as possible lets see what today brings I have goaled myself at $10,000 dollars ,if I stay focused and I get the right clients It is do able.Today I am feeling very optimistic.

One month to go.......27 days to Millionaire.

8.00am Thursday October 1st,There are 27 days left in my quest to become a Millionaire in one year and I still keep pushing for that result but alas considering my financial life at this moment I see that it may be impossible for that to occur, however my process can not stop now I do have the answer to making a fortune in real estate and I do still have 27 days ,my great health my wonderful girlfriend, my adoring dog, my Mom still alive my new mentor and partner for real estate ,an interesting job position at the HRH las Vegas and the trust and faith that miracles do happen if we ask and let God align all things universally. with these things that I have it would seem on the second look a very good chance of making it to Millionaire in 27 days. Am I a dreamer " YES I AM " because dreams are visions of the future because without the vision nothing becomes reality, this past year I have learned to push through when it seems impossible to except the moment to connect the dots ,to believe and tell others, to become humble but determined to change all things for the better life that is mine for the taking, to ask for others to help me through in tough times, to continue to support a life style that requires working all kinds of hours, to organize and negotiate, to ponder the reason for my very existence. I am a teacher and a student a child inside an adult a creation of the all powerful and most high God I can face all adversity with Faith, Patience and trust, I am a Marathon runner and martial artist I can create music, I love to encourage others to be the bast they can be ,I am a father and a Son I have spent 51 years on this great Earth I have so much to be grateful for that the list would be to long to put into this tiny blog.Come with me now in this last leg of my quest I will post every day to show the last efforts to reach my goal even if the Internet goes down in my house I will do the next 27 days of posts, timing is everything I will be in the right place at the right time every day this month.I will work on the Real Estate investment opportunity every day until I reach my goal, my love to all that are reading this blog it has been almost one year and I have enjoyed every moment of writing it I will continue my quest with 27 days to go.

Every Game needs a Hero

8.38am Monday 21st. It was just seven Short days ago that I was sitting right here with my Mom looking at this blog it was the first time that she had seen it.She is back in London now and at almost 80 years old is ready to see more of the world, for the past decade she has been travelling to different countries and continents living what many people would call a lucky and luxurious lifestyle. How is it that a woman who used to receive 5 English pounds sterling per week could support two children and a mom and dad own two properties and survive. Here is her secret .......Planning,discipline,hard work and patience.You might say what happened to me,well, I never planned had no patience and had no financial discipline. My mom never had the phone or electricity cut off never once went to a pawn shop didn't use credit cards to live and by the way never owned a car I tried to teach here when I got mine but she couldn't get the hang of it now I think that maybe I did not have the teaching skills to show her I was young and had not taught anyone any thing at that point, My moms system for her financial success to this day was based on the following concept, if you cant afford it you cant have it.I told her that if she had decided to own a business it would ave been very successful unfortunately for me I did not apply my moms skills in financial planning and budgeting but now I clearly see her simple but effective method for a secure financial future oh by the way did I mention that her pension is a measly 160 pounds per month I still cannot pay my way earning $4000 per month the same principle applies if you have more gong out than comes in you will e boke my hat is ff to you mom in the game of financial budgeting and planning your are a hero.

Day 16 "Giving More "

Sunday 11.25a. No day off today I will do the closing shift at JV store. I just got back from a run just one mile, it was my first run since I sprained my ankle it felt good to be back in my meditation its still very hot out and apart from some die hard soft ball players and a drunk man sitting on a park bench shouting on his cell phone while downing another beer I had the feild to myself . As I run I contemplated something that motivational pastor Joel O was saying in this mornings worship, when you plant a seed by giving or helping someone else you might be suprised at what treasures may be thee for you at a later date. The reason for why this blog was created is for giving to others who want to be inspired ,the opportunity to follow my progress to becoming a Millionaire, and as I write I begin to realise why my life has on one end become confusing frustrating and on the other end insipiring and full of hope.If it was that easy to go from broke to Millionaire I would already be there. I have read some articles of rapid rags to riches for certain individuals and my hats are of to them but for me its been difficult to connect fast enough to the wealthy life obviously my journey is my journey I believe that I m still not quite ready to receive because there is still some things for me to figure out about who I am and who I must become to acquire this new life style that I long for so much. I do know that as I move toward my wealthy future I can help a lot of people along the way today I will find the business plan template I have and give a copy of it to a fellow associate at work I call him" Ice Cream Man "
we have been talking about the follie of working for a living and he showed me a great idea for the Las Vegas tourist market I want to help him to follow through with his dream. I have no money but I can do so much that doesn't cost me a cent just giving more makes my life worth more helping others helps me, it keeps my mind from becoming clogged with what I don't have and allows me to realise that I actually have abundance. Passing on knowledge is one of the most satisfying things we can do seeing that knowledge used by someone to better them selves is a great reward. This week I must bring back a sence of urgency to my YNL monthly goal my Internet is still totally screwed but despite the virus which by the way is still on this computer I have found a way to get to my basic needs checking my emails and continuing this blog.Day 17 will be that start of a new and challenging week but I will plan do and enjoy whats coming as muchas I can by giving more.

Day 14 Facing The Giant

12.15am Friday morning day 14, Well I did have reservations about my Internet being disconnected but I did not foresee the frustrating last seven days of computer hell. Some how my computer got infected by a very mean and malicious virus I have not been able to get my Internet explorer to connect ,I have spent countless hours in this past week trying to even get to this point so that I can keep everyone posted about my progress ,needless to say my internal frustration with computer and lack of finances did totally consume all my strength, positivity and forward movement over these past days ,Sunday and Monday got me so frustrated that it brought tears to my eyes as I thought of my circumstances I felt useless, not worthy and worn out, I just simply decided to let it all come out.I cried in desperation over my penniless life ,the electric about to be cut off the next day with still no solution for getting the money I collapsed into a blubbering pitifall shell of a person, spirit drained I tried to sleep it off but Lisa decided that she despite her depressive mood would make a scathing comment that in all other circumstances I would have been easily able to handle but not this day. I screamed at her and isolated myself to the patio I closed the door. It was hot out here I could hear Rudy scratching on the door but I left him inside This was going to be my time now. As I half slept half smoldered the thick heat surrounding my body I began to calm down, I realised the ultimate answer. I am not going to be rescued by any one there is no alcohol or drugs to lean on in my life as I did in the past I realised that I don't even have the luxury to languish in my own self pity for any length of time anymore it was already 5.00pm and with the next day rapidly approaching i needed to make sure that I could pay the electric bill or we would be in serious trouble I was facing the Giant inside me, my realisation was the sling shot that woke up my sleeping Giant I went into the apartment with new energy I made my preworkout drink and did my chest and triceps exercise jumped in the shower grabbed my guitar and headed out to the pawn shop another one hundred dollar loan and putting my guitar in pawn gave me enough to pay the electricity bill and $10.00 left over for gas until today. Tuesday morning I went to work feeling grateful for what I have, as I entered work My Angel associate who had lent me $1000 to pay my rent told me that she did not want the money back, she explained that she was a Christian and when Christians give a loan it is a gift and should not Be expected to be given back Of course I will pay her but she relieved me of the pressure of returning it in very near future what a wonderful start my day being grateful really gives great unexpected rewards, later on she gave me $10.00 voucher that was going to expire that day I played the high limit slot and bet max I won $15.00 and walked away, that day ended with me going home with money for the rest of the week gas and a warm and peaceful heart.
The gentle giant slept with me and carried on into the week with the examples of my friends charitable spirit I am going to make a list of all people who were especially good to me in this time, in this beginning of my financial freedom I will repay each one of them at a time that they do not expect and I will enjoy what it feel s like to see a persons relief from some financial burden.The bottom line is this.It is not only the skill of budgeting ,the art of planning ,the knowledge of how money works, it is finding waking up and slingshotting the giant deep inside our selves that carries us to our destiny so look up and walk tall into our future.

Day Four

11.55am Slow start to the month, my to do list keeps growing and not getting done there has been some progress but the hours I spend at the day job are exhausting me, my energy is still there but my super focus is not. I must not be too hard on my self but at the same time only I can push and motivate me in this endevour .As time passes I wonder how much more could I have done or received as a direct result of more focus.It looks as if this is the area of improvement for the rest of this week and the coming weeks of this month. On to day four, at least I am keeping this blog going, start Work at 1.00p today finished at 9.30p I hope that I can keep some reserve energy for YNL tonight I am determined to make my to do list shrink .Tommorow I have a business brainstorming meeting with Joseph N we will check on each others progress for this week so far and I want to make sure that I have been as productive as possible .Must get ready for work now ,Oh by the way I am feeling really grateful and happy to have this opportunity for change ,I love all things in my life even the uncomfortable things these things let me know that I must push on through any circumstance but I do have the most perfect circumstance, another day on earth.

Day three

2.00am morning of day four doing recap of day three. Just came in from walking my dog Rudy he has a new toy a camouflage turtle shaped squeaky thing that he loves and keeps bringing to me so that he can pull it from me while I hold it, his most favorite play pass time, not bad, hours and hours of doggy fun for $1.00.well its been a very nice and productive day for me and as promised I am keeping you informed of my progress .After a nice Sunday off, today was spent taking care of things not yet completed on my YNL to do list, as I enjoyed my day Sunday I felt the pressing urgency of the to do list I alone am responsible for maintaining the momentum of the list and I kept thinking about it.There was no Aikido class for me this morning, had to make early calls to utility companies and do some shifting of money that was left in account to pay for some essentials ,yes I am still under the gun with my debt but I decided that I will make Sunday the day that I relax and recuperate provided I have it off that is. Way back in this blog I said that YNL would function as the stock exchange does from Monday to Friday of course there will be oppurtunity to do some business on Saturdays and Sunday but my super focus month is not going to drive me crazy ,in fact I want it to be fun hard work so that I don't sabotage my self psychologically by becoming too isolated and one dimensional, this month it is very important for me to recognise all aspects of my blessed life such as family, friends day contract Job and my ability to affect change through a well planned and followed to do list .So I now have all classified ads that I collected by paper clippings sorted and written down to call in these next few days after this recap I am going to read completely a wholesale pdf that I have downloaded it is 37 pages and I will complete that before going to sleep. Tomorrow is here already and now I feel involved in my quest I feel optimistic and full of energy .

Day Two

11.45a Sunday, Good morning Day one of August was filled with activity from 8.30am until 5.00am of day two.It was my intention to start in earnest with my already planned to do list I did map it out before sleeping on Friday but after waking at 8.15am my Son Louis called from London he is 29 years old and living his life to the best of his ability, he is doing 2 jobs and about to move into a less expensive4 apartment so that he can save some of his hard earned money. We talked for about 2 hours about many things but the most important thing was about our future and how money or lack of it is able to restrict just about everything that we could plan together .So it all came back to the most important focus for me this month of August , to launch my Investment business and gain the financial choices and independance of being weathy. Today is my day off it is Sunday and you know how I love being off on Sunday, today I can make major progress on my YNL to do list, after speaking with my son I had to prepare for my work shift at JV but before that I payed the rent .What a fantastic moment, as I proudly signed the money orders my manager told me that Two tenants had just last week lost their jobs. I know the anxiety that they are feeling now I hope that they will have the good fortune to keep their homes , the struggle continues for the poor always at the mercy of their job more motivation, reminders for me that I am doing the right and needed thing for my life. Tommorow I will start my day with Aikido class I have not been able to go for some time now almost 2 months due to work timing and lack of money for getting there ,but this is my super month and I must use every positive aspect of my life to create a truly fruitful next 30 days .Day three will be here before I know it unless I maximize today. After my work shift finished yesterday Lisa and I met with some body builder Friends of ours and we went to our others friends Italian restaurant for a wonderful meal and as I eat and talked with my Girl my good freinds in the restaurants climate controlled atrium I could here the water feature behind me at the spot where I have coffee some mornings I realized that I was having a wonderful day and that my future is bright that my time is not coming, but right now that all I think and want is in my mind and if I look at the best parts of what I have a wonderful feeling of satisfaction comes over me I have a wonderful life full of challenges that keep making me stronger and maybe it is not the outcome that is most important but the moment by moment experience that is the all .

Leap of Faith

3.50am saturday. I just got home from doing a grocery trip to W-Mart I long day was the last day of July 2009. a bitter sweet ending to the month and a new beginning for me.Today was the turning point in my life I was not able to contain my frustration about my job any longer I could not hide the way I was feeling and everyone noticed my disconnection from the retail day, it took me hours to get back my feeling to engage customers or even have a positive word to say to my college's its not their fault I am in this predicament I and I alone must face up to and find the answer for my future. The bitter taste in my mouth was the sour drink of reality NOT ENOUGH MONEY TO COVER MY EVER GROWING COMMITMENTS once again I must face my own insanity, this job just like all the others is just not for me any more I have had enough giving 300 percent to receive Five percent one month later.Timing is everything and now I must do the leap of faith that I have been setting up since long before this blog but definitely this is what this journal is all about.There are 3 months left before my dead line to become a Millionaire and my destiny has stood up and slapped my whole being into the absolute state of mind .IN the next 90 days there will be revealed the key to the formula for my success, you shall witness it and all who know and observe me will understand how much the will to succeed and the why to succeed can propel any individual into realizing their dreams it has taken 6 months in the new job to be able to have rent for the first day of the month this is officially the first month where I pay the full $1015 on time. The first day of August I will taste the sweet nectar of the fruits of my labor ,however many people and institutions will be more upset with me because I cannot possibly pay them as promised. As yesterday progressed with the help of two people in particular at work I loosened up and was able to finish in 3rd position in daily sales not bad for starting at 3/4 way through my shift.before I sleep tonight I will map out and organize the day ahead as Ihave learned because THIS IS IT the moment has arrived I have 90 days to become a Millionaire and I will succeed who will take my hand and go to the edge of destiny and take the leap of Faith.

Preparation Week

Monday 9.30a Good morning I didn't think I would be able to enjoy Internet this long, post dated check was for last Friday, today is first day of banking week so by midnight tonight I will check for disconnection , I just have to get to Friday and my account will be replenished. I am looking forward to paying rent on first again, second month in a row whats left from the wage after that we be carefully designated to bills and debts. This week is going to be a pre preparation for the upcoming month and I am really excited to see how far into my new business that I can go.My goal of $10,000 is quite a challenge in one way but not that outrageous, If all the strategies that I have learned actually work it can be possible for me to make even more but I will not pressure myself so much $10,000 will change my life drastically and I will give myself the greatest chance by being prepared. I have time management paper work in my YNL Lead book and educational material to learn before weeks end ,also I will meet with my prospective new accountant, a referral and good friend of my attorney, between them both they have 60 years of experience in the real estate market. I have 4 core advisers in the industry that I have developed a rapport with and I also want to meet with them this week . PREPARATION is absolutely KEY in the success of my August goal. I will plan my entire month this week and I will include Fitness, day job, home life and new business venture to the minute. I will wake up and Look at a list that I have made the night before so that I can be the most productive me possible and I will be doing a daily blog entry so all can follow my progress.

$10,000 in August 2009

9.20am Friday morning Tommorow my internet will be cut off, a postdated check will not be honored, it is one week since my let down with the Corporation very inconvenient, electricity will be cut one day before the next wage. On arriving to work yesterday I was told that the corporation is going to deduct a tax for our work uniforms from the already late and heavily taxed next pay amount .I am so exhausted to ask freinds and institutions for loans that I just wont ask.I will not borrow anymore money for bad debt. My new plan is to spend this next week studing all the information that I have on real estate stratergies and next month August make $10,000 that would move my life to a much better place I will have confidence in my abilities to be successful in this new world of Real Estate. I will prepare a rigorous planning and focus for the following month, I have nothing to loss now It seems that everytime I turn around more money is being taken from me as I give more of myself to this company that I work for now My Mother is visiting me in September and I want to be in a good and comfortable mood, the lack of money stress is not welcome I have the POWER ,REASON ,MOTIVATION AND SOLUTION to all my money dilemma's. August will be the month to prove that to myself and everyone else.
I am nervous and excited ,confident and lost, focused and dreaming of my great future. Sounds confusing well it is, this really will be the proof of the pudding. I will post everyday even if I am exhausted so that we can follow all my emotions and efforts realistically and recognize my growth in this $10,000 month that is coming ,so until I can Post again prepare yourself for the next exciting episode.

Moving Forward "Creating the Future today "

Monday 11.20pm Its been an extremely productive day and I am still going strong. After a nice one hour nap this evening I am adding more to this blog so that all my readers new and old will be inspired by my un daunting resolve and positive reaction to a very inconvenient end of the previous week.I must change my direct deposit post haste as to avoid a definite deposit of almost $1500 advanced from a payday loan company The IRS sent more intent to levy papers to me, I called them and with some patience explained once again my situation with job and so forth returning my status with them to a monthly instalment. I had to just dole out the $800 pay check to as many debts and utilities that I could before running out of cash ,gave a post dated check for $167 this morning so that I could keep my land line and Internet on will need to sought something out by Friday to cover this amount, in this day and age Internet is not only the fastest and most informative format for communication it is absolutely vital for any one that is not trying to continue in stone age status.Today I listened to and downloaded a great ebook on reo property flipping.This will be my new career and business. Real estate is not on sale at 70% off its a yard sale out there whoever has money now will be able to buy at such bargain prices they cannot fail to become extremely wealthy after a few trades of these assets .My untiring efforts to find I new financial freedom has led me to this wonderful opportunity to increase my wealth a Million fold, My new business venture YnL Investments is starting to take form my team is coming together my office which I drive by everyday is getting closer to being a reality as EACH DAY PASSES ANOTHER GREAT OPPORTUNITY ARISES tomorrow it will back to the Rat grind, but I will remain grateful, patient and resolute, it is the beginning of a new time for me a special feeling I can hardly explain is flowing through my entire being a feeling of supreme confidence in my ability to create my financial destiny The credo of YNl Investments Is "Creating the future today " I surfed the web in these last three days for properties worth Millions and watched video and promos for Bentley's and Boats that cost more than many homes these images where inspiring and felt highly attainable .I swear I can smell fine Connolly leather every time I look at the Bentley video, how strange, or is it is my life becoming wealthier becauseI think it ,dream it ,feel it and smell it I cannot sit still in the present because my mind is Moving Forward " Creating the future today "

Corporate Sharks

12.30am Friday morning I'm at my computer writing this post in dismay, just as I thought it was safe to go back in the water my legs have been bitten off by the shark corporation that is responsible for not paying me for the amount of hard graft that I have put in for the last month ,after making my sales goal and receiving the first check of the month I had calculated my payments and obligations for today but once again due to the non caring corporation that I am working and giving my life to, they have decided to pay the commission check on the last week of this month.My financial obligations that I had committed to are now blown upside down my truck loan ,my gas Bill my cell phone, my home phone my car Insurance my personal debts to two people and car registration, food and gas must now come out of $800. I don't know how I can manage all these commitments. I wrote before about the insanity of working a job and I am at this time official declaring myself insane. The humiliation of having to once again go through this next two weeks broke is too much to think of without becoming furious and bitter, my budget and calculations have been correct first paycheck of the month $800 second check $800 plus commission I have been a fool to think that I have been doing a good job I am an idiot for thinking that I am considered as a person with financial obligations to keep by a corporation that merely sees me as a number I am the face that sells the brand for my rich boss who I thought valued my service and experience, but this is the real world folks. If you are not the boss you are just a rat running in the circle of the rat race. The corporation pays commission once a month so that it can save money because of that fact I am taxed at 40% once a month now to add insult to injury they dare to manipulate my money for their convenience until another two weeks another 160 hours of my life given ,I can never get that back and have still not been payed for my precious time this is such an insult I can hardly contain myself. I am angry at this corporation and my non caring boss but most of all I am angry at myself for being the slow idiot rat that just woke up and focused one and a half years ago to the fact that the last five years of my life has been spent working in this non appreciative environment There is no second place only winning only control of you on life you are the boss or you are the runner of the boss it does not matter how much you get payed, if you are not the man at the top you spend your life being controlled by the top man.This situation has enraged and disappointed me once again ,luckily for the last two months I have created and formed YNL investments Inc a Private investment firm. I will be coordinating trades, sales and deals in the real estate world my plan is to move into offices on the first day in October 2009 My team of experts is coming together rapidly I will leave this job that I have never to return back to the job world again, this was the last straw I channel my anger and disappointment now into positive planned energy and will become master of my on destiny in connection with my higher powers guidance. I will treat all my employees with dignity and make sure that they get payed on time as agreed in our contracts and I will reward them with special bonuses when they do not expect it .They will feel that the are valued and will work for Me because the feel respected and special. In these five years I have worked with many great people that take pride in their work each day they sacrifice their time and family time for the job only to be let go or not receive pay or taxed unfairly. Inthe world of the rat race to be wealthy is the only way for me to live now ,I cannot be treated as modern day slave I WILL SHOW ALL MY FRIENDS AND RETAIL FAMILY IN THIS LAS VEGAS MARKET AND ALL THE MARKETS THAT I CAN ESCAPE THE RAT RACE AND INSPIRE THEM TO SEE their own folly ,some will not come, some will not believe but some will follow and we will be free and independent together realizing our greatest dreams and living our lives to the fullest ,I must lead the way I will not rest until my goal of millionaire is reached October is approaching and I am way behind on my quest I must step up my focus to super focus my boss does not care about me so I must care about myself, the next time a shark comes calling I will be sheltered by my own corporation.

Independance Day

July 4Th 2009 11.00am. Independence day is here once again and this post marks he return of my personal and financial Independence, this morning I ran at the local track and as I drifted around in the 102 degree heat I felt at ease with today, the main reason for my good feeling is the fact that I have payed my rent this month without any extra fees no embarrassing notice pinned to my front door for all to see, no reminder in the mail of my impending pay or quit status.What a relief.My next payday will bring a good check with that check being the once a month commission payment, hard to organize but now capable of paying back my debts personal and institutional. I will now learn the lessons I have endured and not borrow on bad debt by creating financial leverage with good debt.Happy Independance day!.

Taking back control

Wednesday 8.45am, My quest to become a Millionaire has been quite a journey, a period of growth in my own personal life that has been extremely rewarding at the beginning of my journal entry's I set out a plan and adopted a mindset of a Millionaire I have struggled to keep my apartment and life style, my world has been subject to the circumstances that I created in my past. Just before starting this blog I changed some habits and ways that I had been used to and when the dust cleared I realized the reality of my non focus in the area of my finances and needed to change.The entire blue print of my idea and lack of knowledge about money was wrong. Interesting to note that I did not know what I did not know,after seeking the knowledge connected with finance I realized that my ignorance of the way money is budgeted ,created invested and recycled had kept me locked in a false reality. I had adopted my life to the directionless concept of not planning my money.This left me with the clear fact that my choices in life where very limited the importance of money in my day to day events became so relevant to the amount of stress and anxiety that I endured through out my day.As the first of the month of July approaches I am proud to say that I will be able to pay my rent for July without any late fees I have payed a company to start to work on clearing my credit so that I can in a few months apply for a mortgage and buy my first house. I have set up my own Investment firm and I am having great progress with promoting this entity more detail of this will follow the next few entrys to this journal. I will make clear the method of how I will become A Millionaire by October of this year my Investment company slogan is " creating the Future Today ", by taking back control.

first stage almost complete ( digging out from being buried in debt )

9.30a Tuesday 9-6-09 .With just a few months left for my goal of millionaire to arrive I am faced with a dilemma it has taken far longer for me to dig myself out from under my bills than I thought with just 4 months left to reach my goal I must put my life into hyper drive well at least I must think of the quickest and must direct way to acquire the financial positioning I desire.Finally in July I will be able to pay my rent on the first and have the financial wheels moving forward instead of backwards.Careful tracking of my wage projection over the next month has shown me that at the end of July start of august I will have a positive cash flow of about $1400. I still have to find this months rent now 9 days late and accruing more late fees daily.In July I will have the luxury of being able to manage my bad debt believe it or not that actually feels good. In the 2 months previous I conceived, planned, promoted and put on an event at a local bar that generated a cash flow for all concerned although it was not a great amount of money it was cash flow non the less this event provided entertainment and and an evening of positive energy for many local musicians I was able to involve two major companies in sponsor ship of the event ended the month of may with a showcase featuring six bands .This was a great learning experience for me I learned that the only difference between making a $150 at the door or $150,000 is money in the beginning to pick the best attraction 3 months ahead of start date to promote the event and the prime location to put on the event Pilatus Entertainment the music division of YNL enterprises proved itself to be a highly valuable and promising area of my life. Happy birthday to my dear deceased Friend Rob P as you used to always say "we gonna be large " rest in peace my brother your energy and name continues in this world.

The Rat Race

9.00a Wednesday morning ,this is my first entry to this blog in over a month. My last post was after a Saturday run I was looking forward to a shift into forward gear with cash flow returning into my life I was optimistic and grateful for the coming Friday ,my disappointment that Friday after receiving my first commission check was devastating. Because the commissions are payed once per month I am taxed a 40% rate ,all my calculations and budgeting were short $700 I had told all my creditors personal and corporate that I would be able to pay them and according to my calculations I would have just made it not much left but my word and dignity would be there .However I was not able to make good on my word these past few weeks have been once again exhausting and frustrating the rat race is not fun or rewarding, to trade 160 hours of my life to still not be able to have my dignity is truly insane.The definition of insanity is repeating the same thing over expecting a different result, that means 96% of the population is insane the job gives you just enough money to keep your lights on but not enough to really change your life now I see the futility of taking a job and trading hours for dollars .Luckily for me the efforts that I put into dragging my friend to every wealth education seminar payed of he payed for an advance training course in real estate strategies we are now both absorbed in this learning process soon we will put our knowledge into action by doing a small deal.This Friday I will get my 2nd commission check since I started working for JV, I wont get excited I will have to pay back $1000 to an Angel who felt compassion for me, thank God for this ,yes this is the 5th month that I have been almost evicted I have run 4 marathons but not one of them has been as grueling as the Rat Race.

God, Rob and the Thousand mile run

Saturday 1.00pm, preparing for a closing shift at JV feeling pensive and fortunate.My favorite subject as of late has been cash flow, well once again I had to go through my 3rd consecutive month at the brink of eviction and once again my honesty and humbleness about the situation touched some people that I know, they searched their pockets and came up with the amount that I needed to keep my home. Thank you so much to all involved.Next Friday I receive my first commission check for my efforts so far at JV, it will not be as large as I hoped for but still it will finally start the wheels turning forward on my financial situation. As I ran this morning I talked to my friend and brother Rob P, It has been 11 years since he passed tragically from this Earth I love you brother you showed me how to communicate with God and your spirit while I run. God is in control of my Life I am a spirit being living in a human vessel called my body the run has become a quiet meditation time for me where I focus on my breathing and allow my weekly frustrations and tensions to sweat out leaving me energised peaceful and focused who was to know when you first showed me the gift of running that I would gain so much mental benefits, I now have a goal to complete one thousand miles before years end. I will be a millionaire by that time and even stronger in spirit than now I look forward to talking with God, and Rob on the thousand mile run.

Cash Flow Returns

Hello Everyone reading, My cash flow will be returning in the next 30 days.These past 2 years have been very difficult financially for me as you probably gathered from this blog, in fact this blog was created from the result of my circumstances in the last 2 years .My personal , spiritual and financial life has been through major growth my knowledge of money and how it works has created a clear and definite plan for my future I am looking forward to producing phenomenal amounts of income within these next few years. My quest to become a Millionaire is starting to take a definite turn in the right direction. Just one more rent arranging to do for this month and I will be able to pay again on the first of the month instead of the last day or minute before eviction, what a wonderful feeling that is .Ironically my new job position at JV has my total bill expenditure covered with my basic wage and then the added bonus of commission on top .Because I have been used to creative ways of finding my money to pay bills the total experience has made me find a happiness while being in a state of anxiety, that is a contradiction in terms but it is true .Life will be always flowing in ups and downs of some form or another I have learned to see what I have, and not what I don't have, to use the energy of facing my own fears by having faith by doing what I can, by staying focused by using this journal to validate analyse and grow to the person I am at this moment. My belief in my own personal abilities has grown immensely nothing can stop me because I am not rigid anymore I can adapt to all circumstances that arise by using the basics of faith in my higher power and a blend of confidence and humility .Deciding to become a Millionaire has changed my entire view of my life and the world around me and contrary to many peoples believe I have become more caring humble, giving and encouraging than ever. I thought becoming wealthy was going to be cut throat and lonely but instead I have had the pleasure to meet some wealthy members of our society that are very giving and encouraging to others thank God because I now know that money is not everything but having cash flow returning feels really, really, good.

Dream Big Dreams then make them Real

Dream big dreams,why not they are dreams or as I like to think of it visualizations. You can see the picture of my dream car posted on this blog. W,hen I drive this car it will be a dream come true it is an attainable goal, a credible wish, a moment in the future that I can already feel, smell and touch in my mind. As this blog progresses I find it to be a fascinating record of my actual thoughts, desires frustrations and achievements if no one else were to read it I can in the very least recognize the progress in certain ares of my life. I also like the idea that whoever may read the posts could possibly benefit from my continuing journey to Millionaire status. How wonderful it would be if through my honesty and openness I could inspire another person even if I don't know them to create the same opportunity for financial freedom and spiritual growth. That is worth more than a million dollars, it is priceless.Today I am very happy, my cash flow is not totally right yet but in the next 2 months I can return to a basic income that I used to have its been almost 2 years living on $2000 per month less with 4 more financial commitments how wonderful it will be to save the extra I earn and finally be able to start fixing Lisa's teeth, she will have her wonderful smile back and regain her confidence so she can develop her true talents as a networking genius her ability to engage, control encourage and connect people at high levels of life achievement is uncanny.This Is also one of my big dreams that is very close to fruition Life is exciting again and all things seem possible I still have some tough financial decisions to make in the next 30 days I'm not out of the hot spot yet but with my budget planning knowledge negotiating skills and Gods blessings, I will pull through once again I love making my dreams Real.

Cash Flow and the 30 Day cycle

Midnight 17th March 3 days till my 51st Birthday. As you can tell I am doing another post to this blog I am siting In my office on the computer and It may seem shocking but I almost got evicted again this month. Its been exactly 30 days since the last time I went through this anxiety and emotional roller coaster I cannot believe It almost happened again .with my new Job in place the weekend at rich D university and ownership of a multilevel marketing company I have all systems in place to become debt free and residual payed in the near future. But my future may have been No house to live in the turmoil that would have caused me would have been catastrophic, of course I would have dealt with the consequences of such a moment but why would I want to. CASH FLOW, CASHFLOW, CASH FLOW !!! if you have no cash flow you can be evicted or loose you house or be without food ,heat , lights, gas for your vehicle and so on and so forth .Once again I spent my weekend shovelling in knowledge of how the wealthy become and stay wealthy which was so interesting and enjoyable but at the same time the horrible and mind disturbing thought of running out of time on a dead line for eviction. I made it through with total faith and my good friend Steve bass and another great friend D M who cared about my being on the streets and woke up really early to make sure that I could sit in comfort and security and write about my experiences for all of you.Thank God for these individuals in my life but now I have made up my mind to never let this happen again to me. I have 30 more days and as soon as I wake tomorrow I will plan all of my income streams to become one and the same I will walk, talk and live income I will network organize and plan like never before this 30 days I will become the man I never was, totally and absolutely focused on creating money so that
my spirit can flow my cash can flow and my life will flow sure and steady into its next stage ,building wealth from the ground up, a real time inspirational journey of one mans quest to become a millionaire .

New Month already Rich

Hi Readers, Its the second week of march 2009 almost my birthday I will be 51 years young there has been some delay between postings and I do apologize. After last months near disaster of almost losing my home to eviction,securing a new position as client relations specialist for the J V company Las Vegas and seeing my MLM company in San Diego with 17,000 other optimistic and motivated individuals and having a major melt down with my computer being infected and receiving the one year mark in my life clarity and spiritual focus . I have just now found time to keep every one posted with my progress . Well as you can see things have dramatically changed in 30 days my prospects for wealth are now more than ever in place and I am truly blessed with such opportunity. I am working in a commission environment once again Full time and with a title and opening and closing responsibilities in a $4.7 million earning store and I will push for and goal myself to create $100,000 of income for myself by end of year. I'm working full time to earn a living and part time on my fortune. I have listened to motivational speaker Mr Jim R on this subject and like his goal for me ,to earn as much as I make full time with my part time job and then to double what I earn full time with my part time job and eventually leave behind the job world entirely and go to work full time on my fortune .This Weekend I am registered to study at Rd P d university where I will learn how to purchase real estate and create cash flow into my life again My goal to become a millionaire by this year is highly possible so stay turned in and enjoy my journey then enjoy yours In this new month because of my opportunities I am already Rich.

Surrounded by success

Monday 8.00am As a new week starts I am anticipating a great end to this month I had said that it would be my best month ever and it certainly been eventful. I almost lost my home to eviction .I got hired at a new better paying job I went back to my red rock run . I networked and found a couple of bass students my workouts have started to show real results .I have almost one year of self study completed and my prospects for the rest of the year look great . I plan on buying a house within 6 months and also a property that I can turn into a cash flow asset .I am still on track to become a millionaire this year and it is possible with even more intense focus in all areas of my life.This weekend I will go to the International convention for my telecommunications company a trip payed for by my business partner Davis we will share a suite with two other business partners ,What a fantastic end to a fantastic month thee will be 17,000 people at the conference all excited about their future just the energy I need to make March even more eventful than this one I will launch the new month Surrounded by success.

One Minute to Spare

Just in the nick of time with one minute to spare I payed the $1200 to my apartment manager, saving my self from sure eviction 22 hours of complete and absolute life. The leap of faith was truly worth the journey in more ways than one. The discovery of my true friends,the control of my mind under pressure the spectrum of emotions was strangely exhilarating a mixture of hope and desperation a complete test of all, that I stand for at this time I am truly grateful for this luxury, this liberty this 30day reprieve it feels wonderful. Three key people came through for me giving me the money I needed to pay my rent thanks my brothers you set aside your own financial difficulties to think about me, your caring and loving support of me is greatly appreciated this was the hardest 22 hours I have ever been through. But my higher power cleared the way for all minds and hearts and worldly circumstances to allow me this moment I did my part I kept in faith I poured out my heart to my friends and they where there for me Thank you so much.During these hours I remained in a positive state of mind being nice to others praying for guidance accepting the situation and remaining calm and centered through private tears and brave face I was delivered a miracle. I now have been hired for my special talents with Jv Las vegas a great paying commission based job the final word became official as I was pawning my guitar with 20 mins to go before the eviction deadline. I had prayed with my artist and freind B cheatham in the dressing room at Tb plc yesterday. God is good and life is beautiful with One minute to spare.

Money Does Matter

Money does matter ,and for those of people that say it does not let them go through what I am today. Its Monday morning and as I woke I knew , today is when I do the leap of faith my rent is due tomorrow $1200 at 9.00am or I will be evicted. Ironically I am the number one sales professional in my company in the whole of North America for the last 3 weeks, however what reflects in my work effort does not reflect in my wallet.I still have a serious cash flow problem.My decision to start my new business in mlm has been the only positive financial move that I have done and will probably be the best decision I could have done for my future.But it will take time for me to acquire my partners and customers so it will not solve my immediate problem. I am now placed in the worst position of having to ask my friends for their compassion and mercy in helping me to keep my house and liberty for another 30 days until the next rent is due. I have been able to get $500 towards to amount just $700 to go I have 22 hours till my deadline. Lisa is asleep she knows the time is coming and hopefully she is in a wonderful place in her dream state, my faithful dog Rudy sits by me as I type without any Idea of this pressure that I must face and come through. How strange that I should feeling this way and facing such a disaster in my clean sober focused life, employed and drug free achieving more personal goals than ever before the top seller in a global company whats wrong with this picture, let me tell you my friends Money Does Matter.

The Rich get Richer

10.45a just returned home from red rock canyon my first run there this year.I started off with joy and appreciation ,giving thanks toGod for allowing me another day and another chance to marvel at his great work, a 500 million year master piece ,It was cold and my fingers were frozen at the tips until about half way to my turnaround point, I became tearful thinking of my long passed friend and brother Rob P I wished that he could be here with me to see and feel this amazing time in my life " I did not break the cycle Rob" I declared aloud as I climbed to 3000 ft , he had advised me not to break the cycle of good habit many years back when we were both in active addiction if only I had listened to his wise words, I might have already achieved my goal of becoming a Millionaire long ago. The Rich get Richer, heard that before ? Well its true my quest has given me much insight into the minds of the Rich. It is their knowledge that makes them Rich as well as their focus on their goals ,Their knowledge is readily shared by them but if the poor want to benefit from this sharing the must seek the knowledge .Rich people socialize and surround themselves with other successful rich people they collectively create their own financial futures by connecting them selves with others of like thinking, my journey has placed me in the company of such people and I can now think like they do .I had no idea about this simple but powerful alliance of thinking until I started seeking and setting my goal to become a millionaire last year.As the month progresses it has been a very balanced and productive one so far and there is still more of this month left for me to improve I love being able to finally understand why the Rich get Richer .