Anatomy of a deal

4.00am Monday.Heading into the second week of Feb momentom building for TCG and my new business affiliate H Leather gaining ground. My financial future is looking bright, I am now nursing a bruised finger due to a misplacment of my hand on a weapon while attending an Aikido seminar earlier today.Just had a long hot bath reveiwing the techniques learned at the seminar.My doctor told me that I had high blood pressure last week and I thought about the action I must and would take .After studing Macrobiotic diet and being Macrobitic for 6 years when I lived in Los Angeles I have dicided to approach High blood pressure in a holistic and not western Medine method. Today I went to look for books about the subject and have already started to injest herbs and food that help with regulating this condition .What good is all the money in the world if you are in danger of leaving the earth through an over stressed heart .Which leads me to the whole point of this blog I am sure that my last two and a half years of wonderful retail bliss contributed to the condition along with consuming massive amounts of strong coffee which by the way I have now resolved to only drinking occasionly in the decafeinated form. I must admit I was very concerned when my doctor advised me about my peril if this situation went unchecked. Being proactive about my condition has empowered me once again and propelled me to the positive I can do something about this subject I can do anything that I set my mind to do.When I started this blog I wanted all people reading to experience my entire process good and bad, what would my first deal be like ? was a question I asked in the very beginning of this blog .My first deal was truly exhilarating ,after some delays and many texts and closing calls to the client I finally met my business partner in a parking lot ,
as I jumped into his car it felt some what similar to my Rock N roll lifestyle days picking up an evenings social party favours and as we went through our calculations for reinvesting into our business and all expenses that needed to be covered I experienced a high very similar to what an addict might feel just before a fix the feeling was so powerful I had to tell my Partner "I feel high right now" He told me that this sense of excitement and anticipation was very similar to the high received in anticipation of any addictive substances.Very strange. But after we had exchanged our thanks and congratulations and hugged and told each other how much we appreciated each other and shook hands I drove home. I had $5000 in cash sitting on my lap feeling grateful purposeful and relieved .I had received the result of the seeds planted in my own business since the beginning of it Creation and It felt like I had $100,000 on my lap.
As we continue into this month I remain Blessed and grateful for this wonderful realization of my dreams the best part of all of this was showering all the money down on Lisa's head you should have seen the look of suprise on her face and then the feeling of hope and belief in me. I gave her $500 to spend as she pleases it has been an amazing week I have paid back some people taken care of some pay day loans and now have just a little cushion, my Rent was payed on the 1st and my manager congratulated me on my deal she has been very tolerant of my late rent paying and has spoken up for me when the property owners have asked about my tardiness , thank you Suzy for being supportive and understanding ,I could not have kept my apartment with out your help. Oh and I have next months rent put aside, what a relief ,so you see all things resolve when attention is payed to all things the hard part is being honest, humble, patient and forward thinking in the positive .I put together a food package for the local church were I pray and meditate when I first became unemployed they gave me a food package and I only used one of the three opportunities to get food from the food bank but I thought then, when I see better financial times I would donate to this wonderful and life saving concept .Tomorrow I will take the food to the Church the food goes to feed families less fortunate than ourselves, my faith in human compassion has been replenished by the very nature of my own misfortune, out of every situation comes a positive if received in that way .Lets see what this week brings If I get another day I will fill it with more lessons learning how to become a Millionaire ,one day at a time