5 days till Xmas

Sunday 9.45a. Only the 3rd week of being my own boss and it seems like forever ,its amazing how time has slowed down I control the flow of my day I wake up in total gratitude I always expect a great outcome to my day and sure enough it ends well. Many situations have occured that I have not been happy about, but after the amount of time spent doing this blog I have become extremly flexable in my approach to life,I have learned to roll with the punches ,to survive by planning and negotiating to dig deep inside to find the courage to face my problems head on and always to focus into the future while staying in the present ,a fine balance of humility and confidence .As time passes I realize that maintaining a healthy body and spirit will allow the energy needed to face all coming dielemas and result in a certain awareness not normaly associated with troublesome times or events A sort of letting go while staying in control ,the ability to stay calm in the face of turmoil. The great thing about this state of mind is that place is all my thinking I can lose it at any moment and then regain it by applying everything I have learned about faith in the Creator and my journey in this world of self awareness .With 5 days left until Xmas I still have no unemployment benefits but I am not worried I have today and I love today, I will give love today and when tomorrow comes I will start all over again expecting great favour and abundencea friend of mine has become aware that he has cancer, this poor soul does not have belief that he has much more time on Earth ,luckily he has medicare and is receiving Western medical Care the mechanics of attacking rogue cancer cells with poisonous radiation has been shown to be a proven way to eliminate cancer from the body but has an equally devastating affect on the human body.I have encouraged him to visualise himself picking up a knish in Brooklyn and eating a fresh baked bagel with me in New York he lives in Las Vegas but longs to be back in New York .I believe he will be a victor of his cancer but he does not .These next few weeks will be difficult for me but I Will do all I can to make him see a positive outcome for has fight against this devastating illness My prayers are with you My Friend.Just when I thought I could not find the money My bills have been taken care of by my Business partner, out of the blue he offered to loan me some small amounts just enough to satisfy my immediate datelines this has been so helpful to me I have a great business partner for my business and am so blessed and lucky to have such an immensely knowledgeable mentor connected to me .This week our company TCG has made presentations, viewed property and created a clear path and future wealth plan for ourselves we will spent the next 3 days focusing on the business and them take a break before the holidays how wonderful life is for me now ,I am totally in the spirit of joy with 5 days till Xmas