Leap of Faith

3.50am saturday. I just got home from doing a grocery trip to W-Mart I long day was the last day of July 2009. a bitter sweet ending to the month and a new beginning for me.Today was the turning point in my life I was not able to contain my frustration about my job any longer I could not hide the way I was feeling and everyone noticed my disconnection from the retail day, it took me hours to get back my feeling to engage customers or even have a positive word to say to my college's its not their fault I am in this predicament I and I alone must face up to and find the answer for my future. The bitter taste in my mouth was the sour drink of reality NOT ENOUGH MONEY TO COVER MY EVER GROWING COMMITMENTS once again I must face my own insanity, this job just like all the others is just not for me any more I have had enough giving 300 percent to receive Five percent one month later.Timing is everything and now I must do the leap of faith that I have been setting up since long before this blog but definitely this is what this journal is all about.There are 3 months left before my dead line to become a Millionaire and my destiny has stood up and slapped my whole being into the absolute state of mind .IN the next 90 days there will be revealed the key to the formula for my success, you shall witness it and all who know and observe me will understand how much the will to succeed and the why to succeed can propel any individual into realizing their dreams it has taken 6 months in the new job to be able to have rent for the first day of the month this is officially the first month where I pay the full $1015 on time. The first day of August I will taste the sweet nectar of the fruits of my labor ,however many people and institutions will be more upset with me because I cannot possibly pay them as promised. As yesterday progressed with the help of two people in particular at work I loosened up and was able to finish in 3rd position in daily sales not bad for starting at 3/4 way through my shift.before I sleep tonight I will map out and organize the day ahead as Ihave learned because THIS IS IT the moment has arrived I have 90 days to become a Millionaire and I will succeed who will take my hand and go to the edge of destiny and take the leap of Faith.