Corporate Sharks

12.30am Friday morning I'm at my computer writing this post in dismay, just as I thought it was safe to go back in the water my legs have been bitten off by the shark corporation that is responsible for not paying me for the amount of hard graft that I have put in for the last month ,after making my sales goal and receiving the first check of the month I had calculated my payments and obligations for today but once again due to the non caring corporation that I am working and giving my life to, they have decided to pay the commission check on the last week of this month.My financial obligations that I had committed to are now blown upside down my truck loan ,my gas Bill my cell phone, my home phone my car Insurance my personal debts to two people and car registration, food and gas must now come out of $800. I don't know how I can manage all these commitments. I wrote before about the insanity of working a job and I am at this time official declaring myself insane. The humiliation of having to once again go through this next two weeks broke is too much to think of without becoming furious and bitter, my budget and calculations have been correct first paycheck of the month $800 second check $800 plus commission I have been a fool to think that I have been doing a good job I am an idiot for thinking that I am considered as a person with financial obligations to keep by a corporation that merely sees me as a number I am the face that sells the brand for my rich boss who I thought valued my service and experience, but this is the real world folks. If you are not the boss you are just a rat running in the circle of the rat race. The corporation pays commission once a month so that it can save money because of that fact I am taxed at 40% once a month now to add insult to injury they dare to manipulate my money for their convenience until another two weeks another 160 hours of my life given ,I can never get that back and have still not been payed for my precious time this is such an insult I can hardly contain myself. I am angry at this corporation and my non caring boss but most of all I am angry at myself for being the slow idiot rat that just woke up and focused one and a half years ago to the fact that the last five years of my life has been spent working in this non appreciative environment There is no second place only winning only control of you on life you are the boss or you are the runner of the boss it does not matter how much you get payed, if you are not the man at the top you spend your life being controlled by the top man.This situation has enraged and disappointed me once again ,luckily for the last two months I have created and formed YNL investments Inc a Private investment firm. I will be coordinating trades, sales and deals in the real estate world my plan is to move into offices on the first day in October 2009 My team of experts is coming together rapidly I will leave this job that I have never to return back to the job world again, this was the last straw I channel my anger and disappointment now into positive planned energy and will become master of my on destiny in connection with my higher powers guidance. I will treat all my employees with dignity and make sure that they get payed on time as agreed in our contracts and I will reward them with special bonuses when they do not expect it .They will feel that the are valued and will work for Me because the feel respected and special. In these five years I have worked with many great people that take pride in their work each day they sacrifice their time and family time for the job only to be let go or not receive pay or taxed unfairly. Inthe world of the rat race to be wealthy is the only way for me to live now ,I cannot be treated as modern day slave I WILL SHOW ALL MY FRIENDS AND RETAIL FAMILY IN THIS LAS VEGAS MARKET AND ALL THE MARKETS THAT I CAN ESCAPE THE RAT RACE AND INSPIRE THEM TO SEE their own folly ,some will not come, some will not believe but some will follow and we will be free and independent together realizing our greatest dreams and living our lives to the fullest ,I must lead the way I will not rest until my goal of millionaire is reached October is approaching and I am way behind on my quest I must step up my focus to super focus my boss does not care about me so I must care about myself, the next time a shark comes calling I will be sheltered by my own corporation.