" SO close but still SO Far "

October 29Th 2009. So close but yet So far ......I can only make this statement as my goal date of being a Millionaire is now 2 days past..It is a bitter sweet moment for me because I have disappointment but grounded optimism strange mix ,sort of like finding the will to complete the Marathon after running non stop for 22 miles. That has happened to me before and thats what I feel like I hope that whoever is following this blog will keep watching my progress, ironically I must now apply all of my previous experiences to this point of the blog I will go back and read of my progress so that I can draw encouragement to finish my goal to become A Millionaire I year has past and completing the goal in that time span has now past forever....One thing I know is I will not give up I will still have a great story to tell my fellow human beings.I must resign my self to the facts.this last year has been a strange mix of triumph and tragedy of anxiety and hope, faith and perseverance If not for anything else It has made me more sure of my success than ever before I also now have found myself in the blessed position of starting a new partnership in Las Vegas called The C Group a Real property transaction engineering company, every thing is now set for my financial future " seek and you shall find " as the saying goes I will complete a real estate deal or two before years end or finish my stay in America ,it has been 2 long decades and I am giving myself the option of leaving with my knowledge and experiences ,starting fresh in the country where I was born. Because I have massive momentum created by staying focused and following my progress I now realise that doing at least One deal before end of year in Real Estate is completely realistic It would seem that next year will be when I become a Millionaire.
I feel excited and even calm I still am juggling the bill payments but have almost finished paying off Two institutions in spite of my poor wages over the last few months so little by little I make progress I must keep focused now on the Million dollar goal "SO close but still SO far."